Everyday I wake up
I can't even stay up
Cus I'm being drained by the demons in mind
I say I'm fine it's nothing
Can't you tell that I am bluffing
I don't trust you and there's no one in which I can confine.
Wish I could drown myself in drugs
Would they numb out all the pain
Take a knife to my heart
Or stick a needle in my vein
I don't mean to make you worry
I'm here dealing with my pain...
I'm trying...
But everyday I wish I was dying...
All the crazy things I'd do
If Heaven and Hell were not true
For now my heart caged up and sealed
Again my feelings stay concealed.
~LaRaw
