Here I stand ready to face.
yet behind my eyes yearning to hide
when overwhelm consumes the fight is lost?
pushing and fighting slowly weaving forward
the words begin to scatter.
I turn to face.
I push to hide.
can I not move?
I cannot move.
These moments leading up I fought the war.
Seconds too late I lose to myself.
falling inside once again
the efforts to stay present confounded with the dual awareness.
the fallacy
the lies
the presence
the fear
the inconsistency
the extremes
the confusion
the failure of thought
moments slip and fade.
wishing for the chance to return
feeling like oneself again
yet knowing that it could never remain.
YOU ARE READING
Broken Memories
Short StoryTrying to recover what was lost in the haze. Everything blurred and must be redefined.