I'm happy, but only sometimes.
So that means never.
I'm sad, but it's hard to tell why.
Drowning only sometimes.
I'm angry, but only on the daily.
Therapy is a waste of money.
I'm insecure, but only when I try to act like others.
Consuming my mind till the end of time.
Money hungry.
Childish country.
Pride turns to gas money.
Tasteful but mostly funny.
Emotions are so weird sometimes.
Confusing at times.
Caring only for others but not yourself.
People pleasing is a full-time job,
Trust me I've been doing it for years.
Self-deprecation is one of my hobbies.
I'm in a motel lobby.
Checking into the degrade I call my mental state.
I'm like this but only sometimes.
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The poetry of a sad muse
PoetryI never show my writing to anyone, so please be kind. Also side note I'm dyslexic 😭. This is basically how I get threw problems and talk about my mental health without talking.