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October 10th 📍Dr Shaw office 📍 Omniscient
"Good morning you two how are you today?" Dr Shaw said smiling at Saint and kalani who sat on the couch next to each other , it's been a month since kalani grand opening and she's been busy as ever, this is their 4th appointment with dr Shaw.
"Busy but I'm good" kalani smiled
"And Saint how are you?" Dr Shaw asked
"I'm good, I miss her but I'm good" he said and kalani rolled her eyes playfully
"Oh Saint please!" She giggled making dr Shaw smiled
"Why do you miss her? She's right here?" She asked Saint who sigh dramatically
"All she do is work all week I've been bored" she said making dr Shaw laugh
"I remember you telling me that last time she's a woman girl huh?" dr Shaw said making kalani smile
"Yes bro" he mumbled making kalani suck her teeth
"So I realized y'all been writing in your journals , I'm really proud of you both I've read a few lines in your book and I've realized how much you two love each other. Today we're going to talk about forgiveness I think that's the only thing you two are missing here. " they both nodded listening to her
"I'm going to be very honest what I've realized is Saint has not forgiven you for leaving him even tho he is the cause and kalani you haven't forgiven Saint for hurting you. I know you two say you have forgiven each other but there's a blockage " kalani nodded taking in what she was saying
"Ok Saint let's start with you, you said that you wished that she wouldn't of left you even tho you pushed her away and being without her and Dakota hurts " he nodded listening to her
"I uh sometimes I sit and think of the fact that I didn't see Dakota born or I didn't see Kalaní pregnant everyday I look at Dakota and realize how much I missed out on " he said truthfully
"Kalani how do you feel about that?"
"I knew he was upset. Sometimes he looks at me when I have Dakota in my arms and he just stares. I know it breaks his heart and I feel so bad that all of this has happened I wish we were normal and we could have a baby and a white picket fence but I know it isn't that simple" kalani expressed without crying making herself proud
"I believe Saint doesn't forgive himself or you for all that he's missed out on. It's hard to forgive ourselves for thing so we try to place the blame elsewhere. I think Saint wants to hear that you kalani truly forgive him. I believe he thinks that you don't and your putting on a act like you do" kalani sucked in a breathe she didn't realize this at all, she turned to Saint grabbing his hands
"I forgive you Saint" she held his hand while rubbing it with her thumb he looked at her clenching his jaw everytime he stepped in this room he hated how emotional he got
