After I talked to Monica, I went to my country just so I could re-start my life and learn more about who I am and understand this power. I have created a small house in the middle of the woods. When I read the book for the first time, I heard a voice calling for help, it was my boys' voice, they were scared like someone was hurting them.
Reading the book, I became aware of the multiverse and my boys were out there living without me. So, I decided that I will spend the whole year studying the book until I learn how to get with my boys.
Dreams are a portal to another universe and from them I can see them, my children, I dream of them every night and I cannot take it anymore. I need them here with me and they need their mother. I learn of a girl who can travel through the multiverse and after Agnes Agatha Whatever
I learn that I could take this power for me, her name is on the book just like mine, what means that she is so damned as I am.
I've been reading the book for the past 2 years, today its finely the day, I'll send the first monster after her.