If You Want To || Tom Kaulitz

The Beginning

I was at some party It was after our concert I had lost sight of Gustav and Georg I was wondering around stupidly until i saw It.. there he was kissing another girl I know It sounds stupid but i've had the biggest crush on my friend Tom for about 5 years and only my best-friend Gustav knew Tom clearly gave no shits about me well In that way. I turn around feeling heartbroken as I just saw my childhood crush kissing another girl I roam around the party looking for my friends and find them drinking at a table "Where were you guys? i've been searching for y'all for like forever" i say annoyed "we've been here the whole time?" Georg says "Well I want to go home it's awful here" "Really now? cmon Y/n just have some drinks" Gustav hands me a red cup with some drink in it fuck it maybe I need to forget everything and let loose

TIME SKIP

Well one drink turned into two two into three and well you know.. now Im shitfaced dancing
drinking more and more I have no clue where anybody is i just know i need to- Throw up I end up throwing up everywhere "ew what the fuck" I hear a voice say i look over and "tom" I say slurred "what happened to you?" he says concerned "shut up" I say stumbling tom catches me "let's get you home cmon Y/n" god I love he says my name Before I know it im being put inside a car "what about Gustav and Georg?" I say tiredly "there at home said they tried to find you but they couldn't I told them i'd handle it seems you drank maybe more than you should've" he says "Your not my father you know" I roll my eyes "Look i'm just trying to look out for you" he says taking his eyes of the road on to me "yeah well i'm not a baby" i slur quiet is all i hear before everything goes black

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A/N
I don't know how to feel about this but i hope you enjoy
also i promise bill is in the story he just wasn't at the party
feedback is accepted and encouraged!
next chapter should be out soon.💓
xoxo chichi