Dear Journal...

Can't Take It

I can't take this anymore.
I can't take being away from you for longer than I have to.
I can't take the idea of not being able to be near you.
To touch you.
To kiss you.
To love you.

Since I've woken up today
All I can think about is you,
Your physic,
Your voice,
Your touch ..

The thought of you is driving me crazy,
The thought of you is making me melt,
The thought of you is turning me on,
The thought of you is making me remember how I felt.

I'm clenching my fists,
I'm biting my lip,
I'm craving your touch,
I'm craving your kiss.

I can't stay still,
I can't stand the distance between us.
I can't go a day without thinking about you,
About your personalities,
About your presence
About seeing you tomorrow.

This is a new kind of pain,
A new kind of despair,
A new kind of gain,
A new kind of desire.

I need to see you,
I need to hug you,
I need to love you,
I need to touch you ..

I wanna see my honest devil,
I wanna let out my dirty angel,
And together we would be dirty demons. 😈

And I can't take it,
Can't take hiding myself from you
Can't take hiding my desire for you
Can't take being an angel for any longer.
I just can't take it anymore ..