forbidden love A|P

TWO

I open my eyes and groan as the sunlight shines in my room
I look my phone and find it under my pillow i check the time, it's 3pm

I jump off from my bed and go to the bathroom as i take my towel with me.

I need to take a shower before everything, just like I always do. It makes it easier to start the day.

When I'm out i call aiden, we talk about the same shit as always for a while, then i hang up and start drying my hair.

When I'm done i get out of my room and go to the kitchen as i say hi to my mom while kissing her cheeks.

I smile as i say
- hmm i smell something delicious

My mother laughs and put a dish in front of me

- Mmm
I say as rubbing my hands together and start eating

i look at my mom, looks like she wants to say something.

- what's wrong ?
I say after wiping the sauce from my mouth

She hesitate
mom : your father gave me some money, it's not that much but you needed new clothes so...

I take a deep breath
- that's ok, thank you mom

I say as i get up and kiss her cheeks one more time before getting out of kitchen and going to my room

I light a cigarette and looking for a song ,
" Empty note by ghostly kisses "
That's it

I listen to it while smoking and looking at the street from my window.

Aiden calls again, interrupting my thoughts.

I answer his call

Aiden : hey babe

- hey
I try not to be rude

Aiden : I'm going out, call me when you're ready I'll pick you up

- ok I'll be ready in 15 min

Aiden : alright, bye hon

- bye

I hang up and get up from the edge of the window and start getting ready

I put on some mascara and wear a simple black shirt with a ripped jeen and get out of my house.

I'm tired of pretending to love aiden I knew from the start he's not the guy for me
But i had to be with him.
If i wanted to see parker again, he's best friend
I hate my self for doing this but i just couldn't take it. Not seeing him again

It's been 8 month now that we're together.
We go out everyday with our friends, you know He's friends

But i started to care about all of them after a while
Seeing them everyday for 8 fucking month

Aiden himself he's my boyfriend but i see him as the funniest person ever and the best friend I've ever had

Henry, most stupid person I've ever met but in a good way he's the worse with girls but he has the kindest heart of all

And parker... he can't be described
Sometimes he's such a jerk, but he is just pure inside

I've been in love with him since i met him but i never got to tell him
There's just questions in my head, does he love me back ??
I'm gonna figure it out soon, right ?

My thoughts are interrupted by the sound of aiden's car

I shake my head and get in the car.