"lookin' at you got me thinkin' nonsense
Cartwheels in my stomach when you walk in"
Phoebe Macky is a famous singer, Charles Leclerc is a formula 1 driver, they meet in a wedding and develop kind of a friendship, what will happen when...
I have been feeling numb, the thing with Milo is pretty shitty, however i cannot feel a thing not even anger, i wish i could i don't like not feeling anything but at the same time is comforting.
He was a dipshit everyone knew that, i even knew that but i couldn't leave him he was just there.
I expected him to do it, i mean not that public but anyway he really is vicious I can't write, the inspiration is not coming now i know it will come sooner or later. the only thing i am writing is emails i will never send. just to vent. it is actually helping a little.
It will sound ridiculous but the only thing i'm worried about is not having anyone to go with to my sister's wedding. hahaha
The wedding is in a week, my sister Shannon is getting married to Gabriel, in Monaco, it's a big event, there will be other celebrities, my best friend, my parents, Luisa my younger sister. it will be big.
Gabriel works for Formula 1 which is cars, i guess? i never really understood his job but it's cool, the little suits they get to wear. it is a cool sport.
i'm pretty excited for her to be honest, i love her she's my soulmate and my best friend, i don't know what i would do if i didn't have her. so i'm happy she's happy.
Anyway, i have to fake it till i make it that's why i'm acting unbothered that's better than not feeling anything
i wonder if i didn't feel anything about the situation because maybe i didn't love him like i thought i did.
Emails i can't send 💌: (track 2; vicious)
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notphoebs: oh so vicious 💋 || || retweets 2.0k likes 15k || || responses ... username18: vicious? username00: new song? username77: are you excited for Shannon's wedding? username01: Milo? usetname7: are u ever going to act again? madisonbeer: such a tease 😏 —notphoebs: just for u babe 😘 username6: i love lesbians!!!!! poop69: can u get an album out? username2: do a q&a please???? —notphoebs: one day!!!! i promise! username5535: slut! 4627user: problematic era? i'm here for it 7718user: how is this problematic? 🧐
chapter 2! this is slow, bear with me. i'm so fucking tired but i promise this is getting shape. it will get better i promise. the first chapters are the most difficult, anyway hope you like it at least a little.
i really have so many good ideas!!! like with the emails i can't send album and how i will make it look super cool, also wait later for the references to songs. let's see if you catch them!
