I thought our breakup would wreck me, but I feel relieved
Its funny because I used to think that a relationship with someone like you would be everything.
I thought that the way you would refuse to let me pay or begged to drive me around was charming. But now I know.
The thought of someone else having me killed you, not because you loved me, but because I was pretty.
I thought that my beauty was a gift, but now its a curse.
Its funny because I used to think people liked me for my brain and my hummer
I thought that the girls who stabbed me in my back or cut me off as soon as they got a boyfriend were just b*tches. But now I know.
I hear the comments about my body and how I look and I wonder "will someone ever truly love me?"
If you, my ex-boyfriend, were the one to trick me than who else can?
I think that's the thing about loving, you have to risk your feelings. Love without certainty, and I hope someday I may be able to love again