I never talked to you
I would look at you whenever you weren't looking and when we made eye contact I would blush
I would never wave or smile, but I loved being around you
My friends and I would come up with elaborate schemes so that you'd be mine
But you never took the hint
My friends and I joked about how you were the one for me
Funny how I don't remember those feelings until we tried making it into a reality
But I could never have you
You were into short girls with blonde hair
And I don't blame you
She was the prettiest girl in the class
So I waited and watched savored every moment
Until I couldn't hold it in
I don't think I can call you my first love
But it felt like it
When you laughed in my face it felt like a thousand bee stings
So maybe it was love
Maybe
Possibly
But not likely
I was just a delusional kid and you were popular
