I feel nothing,
At the same time,
I feel everything.
Without purpose or plan,
I wonder, how?
Everything I try, goes awry.
Unable to fit in
I keep to myself
Set a goal,
Find a way, not to lose control.
Why does it never feel right?
This feeling in my gut, it's sinking
Sometimes it all feels like, too much.
The fog appears, making nothing clear,
Thoughts get lost, moving too fast,
Can't keep track, wandering though,
Doors in my head, too many broken,
No way to open,
I try and express the feelings within,
But it isn't accepted,
They say they want to help,
But they don't want to hear,
People fear they will be infected,
So, they treat me like I'm demented,
It's easier for them to reject,
What they cannot understand,
What it is like,
To feel nothing
And at the same time,
To feel everything
YOU ARE READING
DEEP END
Poetry"I will listen to your silent cry, So you don't get lost in a corner of your heart" -Silent cry (Stray kids) started: 22 July 23
