Marriage First Love Next (Completed)

Chapter 40: Love Should Be Selfish

Soon Sidharth and Sana appealed for divorce in court. As there were not much time left for their marriage to complete 1 year and they wanted to give each other divorce mutually, their divorce appeal was granted. After one week there was hiring at the court when they both would sign on the divorce papers and officially part ways.

One day Sidharth returned from Radio Station when Rita Ji came to his room.

"Sidharth Beta, tujhse kuch baat karni thi. Tu abhi free hai?" She said.

"Haan Mom. Boliye na." Sidharth replied without looking at her.

Rita Ji could feel the pain in his voice. After Sana left, he never spoke happily to anyone.

She came near him and put her hand on his shoulder. Sidharth now looked at her.

"Maine na bohut socha. Teri marzi ke khilaf Sana se teri shaadi karwana mere aur tere Dad ke life ki sabse badi galti thi. Isliye aaj pehli baar humari family mein divorce hone jaa raha hai. Khair, jo hota hai sayad acche ke liye hi hota hai. Mujhe ab teri baatein samajh mein aa rahi hai. Humein apni life uss hi ke saath spend karni chahiye jis se hum pyaar karte hai. Isliye tu Hina se baat kar. Hum divorce ke baad uske ghar jaayenge tera rishta le ke aur jitni zaldi ho sake tum dono ki shaadi bhi karwa denge."

Sidharth frowned hearing that.

"Hina se shaadi? Mom aap aisa soch bhi kaise sakte ho ki main Hina se shaadi karunga?" He asked.

"Lekin tujhe toh pyaar tha na uss se? Ab maine usko accept kar liya hai... jo sayad bohut pehle kar lena chahiye tha. Humein apni galti sudhar ne ka ek mauka de." Rita Ji said.

"Kaunsi galti? Aap ne bilkool sahi kiya tha. Hina was not perfect for this family. Main uss se pyaar karta tha, ab nahi karta."

"Toh phir kis se pyaar karta hai? Koi aur hai teri zindagi mein? Tu mujhe baata de. Main uss hi se teri shaadi karwa dungi."

Sidharth's mind was already disturbed and now Rita Ji's words were making him more crazy. He couldn't even think of marrying someone else.

"Mom mujhe nahi karni shaadi. Aap kyu mere piche pade ho?"

Saying that Sidharth sat on the bed making an irritated face. Rita Ji sat beside him.

"Lekin Beta tu kab tak aise rahega? Sana ab teri zindagi mein nahi rahi. Tujhe kisi na kisi ko toh uski jagah deni hogi." She said trying to make him understand.

He immediately looked at her and said sternly, "Sana ki jagah koi nahi le sakta."

"Kyu? Tu toh suru se Sana ko pasand nahi karta tha na? Phir ab kya hua? Kyu nahi de sakta kisi aur ko Sana ki jagah?"

Sidharth couldn't control himself anymore and said loudly, "KYU KI MAIN SANA SE PYAAR KARTA HOON!"

Tears came out of Sidharth's eyes. He said this from the bottom of his heart. Rita Ji smiled as this was exactly what she wanted to hear.

"I love her.... I...."

Sidharth's voice broke.

"Jaanti hoon." Rita Ji said. "Even hum sab jaante hai. Bas samajh mein nahi aa raha, jab pyaar karta hai toh kyu usse divorce de raha hai."

"Kyu ki woh kisi aur se pyaar karti hai Mom. Aur main usse uske pyaar se alag nahi karna chahta."

"Matlab tu apne pyaar ki qurbani de dega?"

Sidharth chuckled painfully and said, "Mujhe bhi pehle kaha realise hua tha ki main uss se pyaar karta hoon? Paata tha feelings hai. Lekin pyaar hai yeh nahi paata tha. Mujhe toh tab bhi realise nahi hua jab woh mujhse dur jaa rahi thi aur mera dil tut raha tha. Nahi hua. Par pichle kuch dino mein jab uski yaad mein main har pal marr raha tha, jab har roz uske lautne ka intezar kar raha tha yeh paata hone ke bawajood ki woh kabhi wapas nahi aayegi, tab jaake mujhe realise hua ki main uss se pyaar kar baitha hoon. Agar pehle realise kar leta toh sayad abhi situation alag hoti. Maine der kar diya Mom. Now it's too late. She is happy with her love and I don't want to come in the way of her happiness."