I've been a forgotten child since I was born I was compared Left out Mis-treated by everyone They still manage to tell me that I'm over-reacting Hello this is my life. My name is Peng Y/n I'm half Chinese half Korean my dads Chinese and my moms Korean . I have 10 siblings in total including me I'm the youngest Sadly Everyone says being the youngest means you get spoiled Being the youngest means your parents favorites you Being the youngest means they don't pressure you a lot In reality It's the complete opposite My parents barley buy me anything I use my sisters unwanted/old clothes and old uses(phones/computer/toys/etc...) My parents always say that if they'll buy me clothes I'll only wear it once I don't know why they think that I've never done that... Fast forward In high school I met my first friend His name is hwang hyunjin He was a transfer student He defended me when some bullied where bullying me for being half Chinese Scene 1 I was talking to hyunjin as the school bell just rang and we were at the school rooftop "what do you think will happen when we get older?..."Hyunjin said out of the blue while laying down on the rooftop floor with he's backpack on his head so he doesn't get dirty "Hmmm..I don't really know..get married,have kids,what really matters to me is to not lose you.."I answered his question "Why not..?"he said as he chuckled "I don't know...I just don't wanna lose you.your someone really special to me.."I said looking at the sky as I lay down in the floor next to him His laying position changed from laying to sitting down looking at me confused "Really?! You think of me like that?..."he said with a guilty tone "Yeah?why?"I said smiling at him "I wouldn't have thought you would think of me like that.."he said "Why not..? What do you think about me?"I said giggling "I don't know...just a friend" Y/n can't admit but feel sad "Oh."I said softly Hyunjin eyes widened realizing what he said "N-no I don't mean it like that! I mean like your a close friend."he said assuring you "No, I get it. Plus your right we only knew each other like 1 year ago."y/n said with a fake smile printed on her face as she felt Out of place "Why do you say I'm special to you..?"hyunjin asked "You the only person who checks up on me, asks me what I ate. You even used to pack an extra lunch box just to feed me. And the only reason you'd stopped is when my mom found out.you take me to the hospital when I'm sick..your the only person who did all this to me. Your my first friend..your the only person who I feel actually cares about me.."y/n says looking at him with a big smile while he was looking back at her with a face that didn't match her expression "But it's different in your point of view of course! Plus your a special person to me because I love you and your the only person who actually loved me back as a friend ofcourse. But I don't have to be your special person because the things that I do to you is just what your average friends do to you.. I probably do less.." Y/n knew she was right He doesn't really love her He just feels pity for her The way people treat her How she has no friends She knows that that's the reason he is 'friends' with her she feels stupid that she can only do little for him.. with a life like hers.. She would take some part time jobs to earn some money so just to use it on hyunjin To make him like her for who she is She always remembers every single detail he says How he is a dog person How he is allergic to cats How he hates carrots and despises eggplants How he said his ideal girlfriend is a girl who gives him presents as a love language I always buy him with everything I can afford Perfumes/keychains/hoodies/designer clothing "Aish! Don't say that!" He said as he came closer to he and hugged her tightly while rubbing her head "Don't say stuff like that! Your going to make me feel bad.." he said as he kissed your forehead "Sorry.."Y/n apologized softly ___________________ Scene 2 it's hyunjins birthday and he hosted a big party. He invited the whole school Except y/n... They were all having a good time expect when they heard a doorbell ring Hyunjin opened it and a man was there "Excuse me. Miss Peng asked me To deliver this present to you and asked me to give you this letter. And she said to wish you an happy birthday" The present was a Chanel sweater
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The letter : "Hello hyunjin! I miss you:( i hope you have fun of your birthday party ! I over-hear you talking about it with your friends lol. I tried to call u many times but you won't answer. Recently many bad things started to happen to me. You stopped talking to me My parents lock the fridge now. It's okay. I don't know why I'm telling you this, I just miss you. Wonyoung told me what you've said about me. I'm sorry for being to clingy and annoying and useless. I've decided the only way to keep you and my siblings and family happy is to just die. Lol. But I love you a lot so please when you think of me don't think of me as a bad memory but think of me as one of your friends. Please. I hope you enjoy your birthday. I hope you like your present I hope you forgive me for being annoying as fuck. I love you,goodbye."
Birth : _________________ 2000 Death : March 20 2018 Cause if death : suicide _________________________ Scene 3 Hyunjins pov: Y/ns family didn't make a funeral for her Her family paid people to bury her.. I buried her Stayed next to her grave with grave
"I don't know...I just don't wanna lose you.your someone really special to me.." this sentence y/n told me.. I can never and will never forgive myself I knew that y/n has some trouble making friends I knew that y/n doesn't have any friends except me And even when I knew that i still decided to leave her alone I'm so cruel How couldn't I have thought of her? I should asked her if she ate or not I should've brought extra lunch with me I should've gave her money for food instead of letting her work so hard to get just a few dollars and still doesn't use it on herself but use it on me... I shouldn't have talked bad about her.. I shouldn't have told anything to anyone about her. I should've answered her calls instead of ignoring her She is dead Because I failed to love and treat her the way she deserved
