Emotional turmoil

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It shifted from bladder control to pressure
By messages you were simply answering to
A natural response to a natural feeling
Yet it is hard to express it
Pressed was it rather than expressed

Enough about this episode

What is at stake here
Is that
I am okay with what I am going through
Finally experiencing something new
What I'd dream of a thousand times
What I wished I lived with you not only I
Getting into a conversation
Starting to get an interest in what you say
Looking for information
Waiting for you to reply
Checking notifications over and over
Re read my messages
It feels just right this time
Maybe I am already being too hard on myself
Expecting too much
But I stopped wondering and started initiating
I've got issues focusing on other things
I smile every second I picture you
I stumble going back home
I scratch skin and things nervously
I feel great and plentifully me
I drop my jaw
Am impressed
Get curious and left the stress
Lose my Latin but learn new words
The language I master becomes lame
For you seem more enlightening
Lights are on you but you leave some room
That got to be what I wished to get at when I'd woo
Here I am doing so
As smoothly as I am able to

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