How A Poet Bleeds In Ink

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Maybe I was never enough
Maybe I was never too honest to tell you how I feel
Maybe I never made you feel so wanted
Or maybe our timing was just off
Maybe what we've had wasn't meant to escalate
Maybe it's better this way
Maybe it all happened just for the meantime
Maybe you were only destined to stay for awhile
Maybe this was all just a step in molding us to be the better version of ourselves
But can you please answer me honestly?
Were all of it just in my head?
Did you actually mean every single word you've said to me?
Did you actually mean everything?
Did you actually do something for me out of sincerity at least once?
Did you actually feel the same way for me?
Please let me know how you truly felt
Please let me know because I can't be drowning in the sea of grief forever
Please let me know because I can't bear the pain you've caused me anymore