Immortal in 21st century

X. Him again

It's been years.
Then why do my thoughts end up thinking about you all over again.
Never knowing my own feelings, tried to convince myself these are nothing too.
I could suppress them, because I was the only one.
But it's been years, and your unknown already face is still in my mind.
How did I end up being so pitiful,
It was only a small part in my past, but I never forgot and keep coming back.
Do you at least remember my name?
Had I crossed your mind at maybe once?