all my friends see me laughing and acting like I'm happy, because they don't want to see how I really feel.
They hear me joking about that one boy and they start making fun of me for liking him. So I just keep laughing, because I don't want them to see how deeply in love I really am.
I keep telling them that other boys look good too, because I don't want them to know how important he actually is. I don't want them to know how I really feel about you, because I know that they wouldn't understand. And I don't blame them. I don't even understand how I feel for you but I know that I won't get over you as easy as I got over all the boys before. Because this feels different. This feels real. This feels serious
