Torn Apart

15

Irene's POV

I went back to our room disoriented. I was still thinking about what i saw earlier. I'm just hurt.

Humiga ako sa kama habang nakatitig lang sa bintana na nakabukas ng kaunti. I heard the door open.

Hindi ako tumangkang lumingon dahil alam kong si Greggy yun.

"Why did you went here without me knowing, Irene!" Bakas sa boses niya ang irita. Nabigla ako sa inasal niya kaya napalingon ako sa kanya na nanlalaki ang mata.

"I j-just... s-sumama lang pakiramdam ko..." sagot ko. My hands are now shaking.

"I told you wag kang umalis ng walang kasama! Is that even hard to understand?!" Sigaw niya. Napasabunot narin siya sa buhok niya dahil sa iritasyon.

Kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko at nanunubig narin ang mga mata ko. He was shouting and he is mad at me.

"I'm sorry, gusto ko lang talaga magpahinga..." wika ko. Nasasaktan ako dahil sa pag-iiba niya ng asal sakin.

"You could have just told me! Irene naman! Ang hirap mo naman alagaan, eh!" That pinch my heart. I never expected him to say that words to me.

Tumayo ako at hinarap siya. "I'm sorry if I caused you a trouble. I didn't mean to harm you in that way. I was just tired of everything, i never knew you were like this. Hindi na mauulit. If you find hard taking care of me then I'm sorry. Excuse me pupuntahan ko lang si Avon." I said calmly.

Lumabas ako agad at hindi na siya hinintay na magsalita. It pains me. Siguro nga dahil sa nangyari sa akin kaya ganoon na siya.

Pagkalabas ko ay dumaloy na ang mga luha sa mata ko. I was bawling in the hallway. Wala na akong pakialam sa mga tao na madadaanan ko.

Nabigla ako nang may humila sakin. My vision was really blurry na and I cannot see clearly what's going on around me.

"I'm sorry..." it was Greggy. Mas umiyak ako at sinubsob niya na ako sa dibdib niya.

"Hey... baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to shout. Nag aalala lang ako sayo. Paano kung may nangyaring masama sayo, hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, Irene." He was rubbing my back.

"I hate you! Bakit? May babae ka na bang iba? Hindi mo na ba ako mahal? You could have just told me. I will let you go kung yan ang gusto mo kasi ayoko makulong ka sa kagaya ko. Greggy..." hagulhol ko.

"No... no... no. Hey, let's go back to our room, hmm?" He hugged me as he guided me back to our room.

"Drink this please." Inabot niya sakin ang baso na may lamang tubig. I drink it and handed him the glass after.

"I love you okay? Natatakot lang kasi ako, Irene. Paano kung mangyari ulit ang nangyari noon? You know that he is here right? Paano kung hindi pa siya nakikita at may gawin na naman yung hayop? I love you, I'm sorry, please, babe... i am just so scared." bakas sa boses niya ngayon ang alala.

Hindi ko na siya pinansin pagkatapos. Nakahiga lang ako sa kama habang pinapatahan parin niya ako.

I am just shock of his behaviour earlier. Siguro nga ay takot lang siya...

I don't know.

Ilang minuto at kumalma naman na ako. Napagdisisyonan kong maligo.

"Maliligo lang ako..." paalam ko. Baka kasi magalit na naman eh maliligo lang naman ako.

"Can i join?" He is asking with his little voice. Parang bata.

"It's okay. If you're uncomfortable then you can say no naman, babe." Pero ngumiti ako.

Matagal tagal na rin ang huli naming pagligo ng sabay. I just wanted to try and i wanted to free myself from that trauma.

"You can..." tango ko.

Nakita ko ang ngiti niya kaya nauna na akong pumasok sa CR. Hindi naman na ako takot sa asawa ko pero kasi minsan naiisip ko siya...

But Greggy is there to save me from my trauma, minsan nga naaawa ako kasi naaaway ko.

I strip my clothes off. Nilagay ko sa basket iyon at binuksan ang shower to try if the water is cold or warm.

Nabigla ako ng may dumamping kamay sa baywang ko. There i saw greggy who was also naked already.

"Baby..." malamyos niyang boses sa tainga ko.

"Greg... malamig ang tubig." Nanginginig kong boses. Whats happening to me?

"Baby, you are torturing me..." his manly voice echoed to the bathroom.

"Why? I didn't do anything naman?" I ask.

"You are so beautiful." then he kissed the back of my ear. His hand is still on my waist.

"I know right?" I chuckled. Natawa rin siya at mas humigpit ang kapit sa baywang ko.

"Greg..." para akong mawawalan ng hangin. I know what exactly he is up to. I know and i wanted too.

He didn't say anything. Hinalikan niya lang ang tainga ko pababa sa leeg ko. Napapikit ako at dinama ang kanyang mga halik.

"Babe..." I uttered more on a moan.

He grab both of my shoulder as he made me face him. Namumungay ang mga mata niyang tumingin sakin.

"Tell me to stop, baby..."

Hindi ako sumagot. He kissed me again on my neck down to my cleavage. Nakagat ko ang pang ibabang labi ko.

This feel so good.

It's been what? A half of the year? Almost a year? Since we last did this.

We kissed pero yun na yun. Wala ng kasunod dahil sa trauma ko.

"Greg... shit!" He leaves hickey!

"Irene... please tell me to stop..." hindi ko kaya. I want it.

Hindi ko siya sinagot. I pull his hair because of the sensation I felt.

"Baby..."

I cupped both of his cheeks and kissed him on his lips. It was gentle but it turns into something aggressive as i tried to open his mouth to suck his tongue.

His hands are now all over my body. I moan when his hands went to my boobs and pinch my nipple.

"Ahh... Greggy..." i can feel his smile between our kiss. Nilagay niya sa gitna ng dalawang daliri niya ang nipple ko and he pinch it.

Napahawak ako sa glass wall ng bumaba ang kanyang halik sa dibdib ko. He suck my nipple. Ang isang kamay niya ay nasa kabila ang para bang ginawang stress ball.

"Baby... if you won't stop me you'll be so sore later..." i bit my lower lip. Gosh! Madidiligan na ba ulit ang bataan Irene?!

"Greggy... i want you..."