I feel so sad for myself
I feel so sad to watch me lose in one thing to win in another
I know, you will say that, I should appreciate that win of the another thing
I am doing
But
Still, how could you be all happy knowing that you are winning at the thing you were never good at but losing in the thing, where you have always been good
What is the worth of the win of mine If I lose in the most worthy thing of mine
