"Huening..." I called out with a whisper, tears again falling down to my cheeks. It hurts so much.
"Huening?" Taehyun repeated what I said but a question.
I didn't want to end the call, I wanted to talk to him. But I can't.
I took a deep breath before speaking.
"If you like her back it's okay." I said
"Huh?" Taehyun said confused.
"If you disagree because you feel bad about me since I confessed first, it's okay to accept her confession nor feelings. You don't need to pity me. I may still like you but if your uncomfortable with me liking you, I will try to get rid of the feelings I had in me. If your uncomfortable just spending time with me, tell what things I have done that I made you uncomfortable, I will try to change and fix it. I just want to spend time with you until our friendship is done." I stopped speaking, I was not done talking but I wanted to know if he was going to speak. But he instead was speechless.
"If you need time to answer my confession, take your time. No need to rush, I will be patient. If you are playing with my feelings, just tell me that you don't like me back. I don't want to get hurt again. If you accept Yejin's confession, and started to ignore me just for Yejin, just tell me. Tell me everything you do, so I won't get hurt. If you want to hurt me.." I stopped once again.
"Break the friendship we have." I finished my sentence.
I looked at Hyuka who was beside me, his expression seems to be proud.
"No hyung, I like you too. I don't like Yejin, I just met her a few weeks ago." Taehyun said.
"No, you don't like me." I spoke once again.
"You never have liked me, you only liked me as a friend. No matter how I tried to look and observe if you like me, I found nothing. If your trying to observe your feelings towards me, this is your answer. You don't. You only wanted to play with my feelings." I snapped him and added.
"I don-" Taehyun spoke but was interrupted by Hyuka. He also grabbed my phone when he wanted to interrupted him.
" You don't? Bullshit, you haven't even realize that you hurted Beomgyu four times! Are you that fucking dumb? " Hyuka shouted before ending the call angrily.
I watched Hyuka as he curse Taehyun out of anger, but then suddenly my mind went blank as my heart started to speak.
'Shouldn't we give him another chance?'
My heart said'He hurted you so many times, yet you still forgive him?'
My brain replied'He might as well change'
My heart said"Wait, should we give him another chance?" I asked Hyuka.
"What do you mean? You want him to hurt you more?" Hyuka questioned.
"He can change." I said.
"And he might not." Hyuka frowned.
I stopped. I think once again, it's possible that he can't change but now that he realize that he hurted me so many times.
Wouldn't he change?
"Huening.. he might as well make me happy." I smiled, looking at Hyuka.
"Fine, but if he hurts you again. Leave him." Hyuka said
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After I Confessed ~Taegyu~
FanfictionTaegyu fanfiction Yeon X Soob ( another ship ) Contains Swear, self harm, suicide/thoughts, Boy love and bullying --------------* Third person pov *-------------- Choi Beomgyu and Kang Taehyun were best friends for almost 11 years. They met ever sin...