Over-dying Desire

One thing.To another

POV:Insssa Cyzarine (Alzerez)

She always told me to eat,Always finish your food,chew before swallowing ,always have a glass of water by your side ,eat moya milaya .I listened everyday until she got sick

Her health took a turn for the worst after Daddy left.when ever she'd faint,cough up blood I felt a pain in my heart that I'd never felt before

She's always remind me to eat.Always.But after she stopped remind me I stopped eating childish I know that's probably what your thinking but for a girl who had only had a mothers love since birth it's hard for me to do some things.I never remembered what my dad looked like .it'd be a struggle for me to eat,if I eat I'd always vomit it out,the house help tried giving me food but I'd never eat it,I'd only eat if someone would feed me or sit there and wait for me to eat

Id get thin time to time but I wouldn't want anyone to see I'm not doing so well so I'd take pills and eat probably like 3 times a week

I've always wanted to be guaranteed that I'm safe.but without my mother it was hopeless.
End of back story:

Infront of  the Alzerez Gate my car was parked with Lucian's car just pulling in behind me.My vision was worse and bloody as hell.I couldn't see a thing I felt like I was blind.

The car behind me started hooting but I knew that if I drive I'm going to crash or probably not stop driving.I'm pretty sure my eyes were swollen now.because now everything was black I couldn't see a thing.

I head a car door open from a distance.Lucian.I thought to myself. Footsteps growing closer and closer until they came to a stop.My car door opened and I knew what was coming.

"Inessa can you-" before he could finish his sentence I began to speak "I can't see,I was able to see an hour ago I know but I'm serious I can't see"I told him "What do you man you can't see,Please just drive"he responded poking my eye lid

"I'm not lying.I can't see"I said in a lower tone

He didn't respond instead he opened the back seat door leaving it open I thought because I didn't hear the closing car door sound "hold on"was all he said placing my arm around his neck,putting his hand under my thighs and the other under my back caring me bridal style and placing me in the back seat "Don't do anything stupid" I gave him a head nod in response

He closed the back door and got into the driver seat.starting the car he drove into the valley until we reached the house  he parked the car into the garage and got out of the car opening the back door seat carrying me bridal style into the house

He carried me up to a room and later me on the bed "what do you need?"He asked "eye drops and pain killers"I responded.He walked to a drawer opening it and grabbing a few things he walked back to me placing them on the bed next to me "which one first?"he asked "eye drops"I responded which he acted upon

Opening my left eye he lightly squeezed as two drops dropped in he opened the right eye doing the same with it

"Pain killers"i opened my palm for him to put them in he put two in my palm I put them both in my mouth and gulped them in one go "otvratitel'nyy"I said in a lower term "What did you say?"Lucian asked I didn't respond all I said was "Thank you"I told him "That's what it meant?"he asked .(Translation is "Disgusting)

"No."I replied "just wanted to say Thank you" he picked up the eye drops from the bed and put them back into the drawer his footsteps seemed further.The click of a door opening made a sound "Goodnight Blind Girl"he spoke before leaving the room and closing to door behind him

Reality isn't what I'd call my life I was practically blind for like 30 minutes.I wouldn't call my life what's real I think I'm a tale at times,but all the time I'm not hurting I realize it's real.Everything when I mean everything it's all real.

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This was somehow a good but short chapter
I really didn't know what to fill this one with but I hope it's good cause I think it is
I'll do a longer chapter promise
Cause the next one is gonna be nice!
Written by corxywrites 🤭