Over-dying Desire

Far from the Truth

POV:Inessa Alzerez

The memories come rushing in everything came back I stood up from the bench where I was seated I wobbly rushed to Bonnie's Room with my vision blurry,stress probably coming from the bottom of my stomach wanting to rush up my throat,tears coming down my cheeks and hair in a complete mess and my dress still perfect..but the one wearing it a complete mess

I barged into Bonnie's room where Ronny was seated by her as they were talking until I came in "Malysha"Bonnie said turning to me ("baby"in Russian)

"how the fuck did this happen"I shouted leaning against the wall and beside a stand with a vase and a glass jar of water as Lucian and Aries followed behind me standing by the door she stayed quiet

"I'm fucking talking to you Bonnie!"I said shouting again but this time my voice cracked "How the fuck have I lost my mother Bonnie fucking answer me!"the tears flooded my face as I spoke "HOW THE FUCK IS CECILIA CYZARINE FUCKING DEAD BONNIE FUCKING ANSWER ME!"I shouted picking the flower vase beside me and smashing it on the floor as the glasses grazed a feet a little I grabbed the vase smashing it against the wall but this time they directly cut my arm as tears fell even more I moved away from the stand with my vision blurry and moved towards the door where Lucian and Aries stood "Move"I ordered but only Aries moved Lucian just stood there "Are you fucking deaf I said move!"I shouted in his face but he didn't react I tried pushing my way away from him but he was hard as a bolder

I continued shouting until I got tired but he just stood there we stood there staring at each other "are you done?"he asked as I nodded my head in response but after my response he picked me up and put me over his shoulder "put me down"I said my voice barely toned it was anger and sadness combined and even I could hear it "no"his reply direct as usual I started to kick my feet and throw a tantrum like a toddler and I knew it I just wanted him to put me down but instead he pinched my inner thigh "Behave yourself Inessa"he said turning away from everyone else as his voice sounded deeper so I assumed he was upset so I headed to what he's said he walked to the elevator either my over his shoulder and to the car aswell he didn't give a fuck on who was watching us he just kept walking until the car park we arrived to where we parked the car but we didn't get into the car instead he put me on the car hood where he properly examined me

And I could tell what he was examining my messed up hair my puffy eyes my messed up mascara and my messed up lipstick the cuts on my arm and my feet I expected him to laugh or torment me but instead he hint the cloth from his jacket and began to clean my face with it.

After he was done with that he ran his hands through my hair and stared at me directly in my eyes and he kissed my forehead and wrapped his arms around me and suddenly it all just came out I wrapped my hand around his neck as his went around my waist and everything just came flowing out at the minute my tears became a flowing river they just didn't stop

He pulled away from me and stared at me eyes for a while my red swollen puffy eyes but this time me picked me off car hood and put me inside the car placing me on the passenger seat and fastening my seat belt he closed the door and walked over to the driver seat opening the door and getting in a few tears were still flowing but he wiped them away he turned the car engine on and began to drive away from the hospital

I faced the window the entire time and started at my shivering fingers the whole time he notice my finger were shivering and held one of my hands in his as he drove I began to doze off as his hand still help mine I had a pounding headache which I just decided to ignore because of how tired I was, I leaned against the window as I began to doze off until I finally blacked out

Inessas dream flashback.
"Inessa Baby!"My mother shouted I rushed down the stairs where I saw her leaning against the kitchen counter "Yes Mama?"I walked over to her "Have you eaten?"she asked I looked at the ground fidgeting with my hands "yes"I lied and she could tell I was lying "Why are you lying?"she asked I tried arguing but instead she told me to sit on one of the counter chairs she made scrambled eggs with pancakes and sprinkled syrup on top of it

I always had a failure of eating by myself unless she helped me or ate with me she placed the full plate of food infront of me and sat beside me I stared at her and back at the food she rolled her eyes as I smiled she cut the pancakes into pieces and began to feed me and I was happier than ever "Your such a baby Inessa"she said and I smiled at her she finished feeding me until I finished the whole plate of food and stared at me with a poker face

"Why are you staring at me like that?"I asked raiding one eyebrow "You do know I won't be here someday and you will have to eat by yourself "she said as I looked down at my lap "I know Mama"I answered

"I love you so much Inessa and I need you to stay alive for me Atleast"she said holding my hands in hers "I love you even more Mama"I said as a few tears began I fall down my face and more and more

Until I realized it's all a dream

I sprung up where Lucian was sitting beside me as he looked worried his hand was holding mine as tears were still flowing down my cheeks his hands by my face I was sitting I was sitting beside him I noticed I wasn't in n my dress anymore but instead I was in underwear, and in one of his shirts, I could tell I it was his because of the smell of his cologne all over it , I looked at him. He smiled as I smiled as well. I wiped my tears and looked away my eyes started to wonder around the room and looked through the room and I noticed it was in mine, "what am I doing in here?" I asked "and why am I half naked ?! "well practically you are half dressed because I can barely see your huge tits because of my shirt ,I mean it's my room. You are my wife" he spoke I rolled my eyes

"it's a contractor marriage Luian whatever you say or do will be used against you."

"Are you trying to use law against me?"He smiled "not practically I mean it doesn't matter. Either way you'll practically buy yourself out of there"I said

"you're saying it like your not a millionaire who would also do the same"he replied to me

"Your a multi Billionaire Lucian you have no idea what your comparing yourself to"I responded

"I'm comparing myself to a beautiful millionaire who has a terrific attitude and an amazing sense in fashion,I'm comparing myself to an incredibly successful and intelligent woman who could easily drop my mafia within seconds if she wanted to and I'm comparing myself to a woman who has the hugest crush on me but is failing to keep her feeling hidden.Im comparing myself to Inessa Cyzarine an incredible woman" he spoke as I smiled at him I could feel my whole face turn as red as a tomato but he just laughed staring at me "I have a question"I asked he nodded his head waiting for my question

"Who changed me out of the dress?"I asked as he blushed and I immediately knew who it was "YOU BLOODY BASTARD!" I shouted throwing my hands up in the air "Correction Your bloody bastard baby"he said

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Shortest chapter I know it's took long to be out but an aunt of mine had passed and it was so hard getting inspiration I hope this one is good enough