The Secrets We Keep | collab With @rockxxstar

2. "Drop it."

Breas part😛

Words: 1117

All credits to Jonah hill

I lay in my bed wide awake. It had been just a day after the "5-0" incident. I decide to get up. I brush my hair, brush my teeth, and change out of my old clothes. I change into a black oversized t shirt that had a design on it and some flared leggings. I walk into the kitchen to surprisingly see no one. I open the fridge to see just a gallon of milk and a note. The note read "went to the store-dad" I'm assuming everyone else went to the store with him. I grab my skateboard and walked outside to the sidewalk. I skated all the way to motorz I wanted to hang out with the guys while my family was at the store. I walked inside to see fuckshit,Ruben, and fourth grade on the couch watching a skating tape, While ray is dealing with a costumer. "Ayyy" I hear fuckshit say as I sit down next to Ruben. "Where'd you go after yesterday ya know after the courthouse incident?" Ray asks while sitting down next to me and Ruben making us smooshed next to each other. "Oh I just went back to my house." I say pausing before saying "my house" I almost called it "home" but It didn't feel like my "home" it just felt like I was a guest at a strangers house. The only one that was nice to me was my little brother and sometimes my father when he's not drunk. "Y'all trynna go to a party tonighttt?" fuckshit says. He was obviously drunk or high maybe both because he was slurring his words. "Uhh what time?" fouthgrade who has been quiet this whole time asks. "When are you ever not down to go somewhere with us." Ruben laughs while fourth grade just looked back down out his camera. "You going?" Ruben asked while turning his head to face me. "Yeah I have nothing else better to do." I reply with a follow up question. "What time?" I say looking at fuckshit and basically repeating what fourth grade had asked. "10pm" fuckshit said. I look down at my watch and read "6:27pm". "Then I'm probably just gonna head back to my house, I'll be back around 9:30pm" I say assuming that one of them was gonna take us to the party. I get up and notice fourth grade looking at me, I look back at him and we're making eye contact. He quickly looks back down at his camera and I notice his ears getting red. "Bye" I say to no one in particular while grabbing my skateboard and walking out the door. I stopped at a gas station before heading home just to get a Coca-cola

"Where were you!" My mother yells as I walk in the door. "I was just hanging out with some friends chill" I said. I was getting in a bad mood at the thought that I'm back in this house I know I'm here all the time and almost every day but just something about it or my family makes me mad. I rolled my eyes at her. "Your grounded!" My mother yelled at me. "What why?!?" I yell back. "You left without telling us and you're back talking!" My mother said loudly. "Only because you guys were gone." I whisper under my breath. "Repeat that?!" My mother yelled. "Nothing!" I yell in annoyance. "That's it, if you can't respect me." She takes my skateboard out of my hands. "what are you doing?" I said while trying to stop her from taking it. "I bought your skateboard and I can take it away!" She said and before I knew it my skateboard was snapped into 2. "YOUR INSANE!" I yelled at her and ran to my room. I slammed the door behind me and locked it. "Fuck!" I say while plopping down on my bed. I could feel the tears escaping from my eyes. Before I knew it I was sobbing for a solid 15 minutes. I check my watch "7:02" I read.

I got in the shower. I hate whenever I cry because it always makes me feel dirty. I got out the shower and changed into a kinda skin tight yellow Los Angeles short sleeved crop top and some baggy jeans with a belt, I did my makeup too. I opened my window as quietly as I could, I didn't care what time it was I just want out of this house. I placed one foot on the pavement and then the other being careful and making sure not to fall or make to much noises. I walked fast to the road before looking back at the house. I saw my older sisters bedroom light on. I'm praying she doesn't see me or rat me out to my parents. I began running down the road. While running I decide to look at my watch. "9:38pm" I read. I started jogging after I saw the time.

"Finally." I hear Ruben say. "Sorry I had to take a shower and get ready." I said while looking down at my shoes trying to avoid any eye contact with them. "We didn't think you were gonna make it." Fuckshit said while standing up off of the couch. "Let's roll" fuckshit says again. I let all the guys go in front of me. "Hey you okay?" Fourth grade Asks while stopping me from walking. He put his hand on my shoulder awkwardly. I started getting butterflies?!?!. No way. I don't like him like that besides I
like just met him. It's probably just my daddy issues speaking. (SORRY THAT WAS CRINGE..) "Yeah why wouldn't I be." I reply to him. "Why didn't you ride your skateboard here? You rode it here earlier" He asks me in confusion. "I just wanted some exercise. Besides I said I'm okay so stop with the questions and just drop it!" I accidentally yell at him. I'm to embarrassed to apologize so I just walk outside. Fourthgrade follows behind me after a couple seconds. I get in the car and see fuckshit in the drivers seat, and ray and Ruben in the back having a conversation. I sit in the back next to Ruben. "What took you so long Fourthgrade." Fuckshit reply's to the sound of the passengers car door opening. Fourthgrade gets in the car and ignores his question. "Okay" fuckshit says rolling his eyes. Fuckshit starts driving.
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SORRY IT WAS SHORT AND IF IT WAS CRINGE😭 also sorry for not updating in awhile I've been getting writers block. (I hate writers block) .