fatima wilson • February, 16 • 7:30 pm
I sat there on my bed in my thoughts looking at this postive pregnancy test, " why would you get pregnant by a drug dealer " was the only thing running through my head.
I was debating if i should call him or not, i just fucked up my whole life, I grabbed my phone and started to call him " Hello " he said I quickly hung up.
Instead of calling him back I decided to call my mom to see how fast could she get to Alanta " Yes fatima " my mother said in that I don't have time for your bullshit tone
" Hey mommy how fast can you get to Ala- im on my way now " was all she said before hanging up, I chuckled and i knew she wasn't playing etheir.
I lifted up my hoddie and started to talk to my belly, " I don't know if your actually their or not but just know mommy loves you so much " I smiled actually getting excited about this baby
Incoming call from SISTAS 💞
I pressed answer so fast " HEY HOES " Danni loud ass said, we all replied with a dry hey Danni
" Guys imma call yall back i needa call Zac real qui- how was the one night stand " Andi asking turning on her camera, i gave her that I don't want to talk about it look.
I hung up than called Zachary, " Aye ma did you call me and then hung up? " He asked before taking a hit of his blunt.
I nodded, " I gotta tell you something " i said in a whisper voice looking down at my fingers
" Igh wassup "
....... It was silent for a good minute until I blurted it out " Im pregnant Zachary and its yours I haven't been having sex with anyone else but you " he put his blunt out then cleared his throat
" Damn " he mumbled, i looked at the camera and gave him a look " Damn is all you got to say nigga!? I knew what i was getting myself into when i had sex with you "
" Fatima what else is there for me to say!? Im shocked just as your ass is! Im not saying Damn as i dont want to have a baby with you im saying Damn as im in shocked! You always gotta take something and turn it into some els- Beep.
I hung up on his ass quickly putting my on dnd and tossing it to the side of my bed, " i need a break " I thought.
Hours later....
Finally getting out of bed, I checked the time and realized I've been stuck in my thoughts for three hours! I need a therapist real bad!
I went into my bathroom and got undressed and took a shower and got right back in my thoughts about this baby and Zachary.
" Do you really like him "
" What are you going to do with a baby when your Bd sells drugs "
" how could you be so stupid! You're only 19 "
I shook my head getting out of my thoughts and started to wash my body, " I needa go back to church " i stopped going to church because i felt like God wasn't listening to me, and i was tired of them old people talking about what i do!
Once i got out the shower i slipped in my underwear and bra, " My butt looks hella good! " i said shaking it a lil bit
I went back into my room turned on some Love and hip hop and called it a night.
Zachary Taylor • February 16 • 10:45
" So you ole girl pregnant " my older brother Jermiah asked me while weighing his weed he just got, I sighed before responding " I pissed her off, and her name is Fatima! " I replied looking at him
He chuckled before looking at me, " how you piss Fatima off, yall just started having sex " Jermiah said
" I dont even know cuh, all i saying was how she takes everything to a whole different level and than she hung up on me, i aint finna keep calling her! As long as im in my childs life im okay " I replied with all honesty
" Oh so now yo ass in Daddy mode " Kyson said laughing with Jermiah, i rolled my eyes before throwing the pillow at him.
" Right! She probably got them test from the Dalla store " Chris said before taking a shot
" Fatima wouldn't do that to me " They all looked at me and laughed like i was a dumb ass nigga.
" And how do you know!? You barely know her " Kyson said rasing his eyebrows at me, i looked up for a second than smiled " She's different i can feel it " i replied
" Yea whatever! You know her grandfather is a preacher! HA MAMA HELLA FINE " Chris said scrolling through Fatima's mom instagram
I rolled my eyes, " Im finna go home my ass getting sle- omgg! Look at the big Bitch! Everytime we same shit you get in yo feelings jus like mom than wanna have a bitch attitude " as soon as Jermiah brought up our mom i got up and left.
I put my phone on dnd and quickly got in my car just in time before Jermiah came in put my shit in sports mode and ZOOMED!
I take my mother way to serious, she's all i have these days i dont know what i would do with out her, just because he doesn't have a good relationship with her dosent mean i cant!
