Lost and Found love

Chapter 8

Yeji Pov

I had eating disorder when I was a kid because a lot of kids calling me fat it made me very insecure of my body and getting bullied all the time everytime Im done eating I always go to the bathroom just to throw up the food and I did everything diet workout and always throwing up also skipping meals I remember my mom rush me to the hospital seeing me in the bathroom pass out due to my low food I don't remember of those things happened and I'm still insecure of my body and im already skinny but still insecure I once promise my mom that I would eat everyday but I ended up broking our promise after hearing the news that my mom died in a car accident I was just at my room curled up hugging myself I didnt even bother to go out my room and going to school but I remember having a dream job I want to achieve if I want to achieve it I need to go to school so I've been studying and I'm still skipping meals

"Its okay Yeji if your not comfortable to talk about it its okay" I snap out of my thoughts hearing hhvpoke and I felt bad cause she told me why she's cutting and I'm here dont want to tell her my eating disorder

"Its okay I can spend at your house today if you want to know why I'm always hesitate to eat my foods" I told she look at me I think she's thinking that I'm a weirdo

"Sure if you have some problems feel free to tell them to me im all ears. But we need to go back now the others maybe waiting for us" she said I smiled Ryujin is a amazing and caring person I'm glad that I met her she walk first I stayed behind she stop walking and I stop to she look behind pulled out her hand I was confuse does she want to hold hands with me?.... I hesatite to accept she immediately grab my hand and pulled me closer to her

"I don't want you to be behind me" she said and we continue to walking still holding hands she slowly caressing my hand with her thumb making me smile when we came back to the others they were looking at us suspiciously I was confuse then I remember were still holding hands I was about to pulled away but she grip hard on my hand making me look at her

"Can we go now?" She said we exit the mall we bid our good goodbyes our car ride was not silent because me and Lia are fighting in the backseat who is right and who is wrong we were playing a guess game we stop when the car stop

"WAHHH This house is huge!!!"Lia said running to go to the door Yuna open the door Lia was amaze the living room was so huge if I'm going to be honest this is actually my dream home before I could speak Ryujin drag me to her room

"YAHH UNNIE WHERE ARE YOU GOING??!!!" Yuna shout "IN MY ROOM WHERE ELSE DUMBASSS!!" Ryujin shout back we enter in her room she immediately close it and lock it she sat on her bed and pat the side telling me to sit beside her I sat beside her

"Can we talk about it now?" She ask welp she didnt forgot my plan was making her forget it

"Okay" I said after explaining her everything she was quiet making me insecure she gonna tell the whole school???

"I'm going to make some food and make yourself comfortable were going to watch a movie" She said she stand up she was already at the door holding the handle

"Wait why??" I ask she look at me before she twist the handle "To ease your mind off all of your past make yourself at home" she said

I got up go to her closet and look for a pajama were going to stay here for tonight she has a lot of pajamas I took the white one
her clothes have all of her scent her scent is addictive

Ryujin Pov

I felt bad of Yeji past she had to go a lot at a very young age I put the popcorn at the microwave I was over thinking

"Yah unnie what are you doing?" Yuna ask

"Just preparing some popcorn me and Yeji are watching some movie" I said

"If you guys are together tell me" Yuna said giving me thumbs up

"I thought you guys are together?" I said confuse

"Ewww I prefer Lia. Like I said don't worry about me I won't steal your girl I have Lia" She said

"Oh okay but how are you and Lia?" I ask

"Were pretty close" she said "I don't know I compliment her yesterday and she look at me with red cheeks i touch her forehead she didn't have a fever" Yuna said I shook my head

"We'll I'm gonna go back to my room give me updates with you two!" I shout when I came back in my room I saw yeji wearing my hoodie and laying down in my bed

"Hey Ryu" She said

"What with the sudden nickname?" I ask

"Nothing Ryujin is long so I just want to call you Ryu" She replied smiling

"Alright ji" I said laying down with her she laugh making me smile

"What movie do you want to watch? She ask

"You choose" I replied

"Hmm what about romance?" She said looking at me

"I don't like romance" I said "but its your choice so let's watch romance" I said making eye contact she immediately look away dso did I

"Ryu" She said I hum in respond

"Do you think I'm weird?" She ask my eyes widenen by her question

"No why would you think that your not the only person in this world having a food disorder" I said she look at me

"Why do I always get bullied because of it and a lot of people call me weird for having food disorder?" She said her voice is shaky I knew she's going to cry I hug her tight

"Its okay Yeji you can cry all you want and don't listen to them like I said you can share your problems with me I'm all ears don't worry I won't judge you I won't not even I single one" I said she hug me tight and she let it all out she cried in my shoulder while I'm hugging her its not funny having a food disorder or cancer or anything its not funny its a serious condition I decided that we don't watch a movie sh ended up falling asleep while crying in my neck I felt so bad about her

"I promise Yeji I will protect you no matter what" I said and kiss her forehead I will not let anyone hurt you if you die I die and if I die you'll live for me "I love you Yeddeong"