Chapter 38: Are you serious?

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A/N: Sorry for the time skips lol

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*Rikers POV*

It's been a couple days since Patrick has been at the house.

I haven't slept since.

I know I promised Alex but if I tell her the real reason she will hate me.

But I know I need to tell her.

"Alex?"

"Yeah?" She responded.

I followed her voice and saw her to be in the kitchen making lunch.

"I-I have to talk to you. Like now." I stuttered. What if she never forgives me?

"Okay." She followed me into the living room after placing our lunch in the fridge.

"What's the matter? Everything okay?" This is going to be so hard.

"That's the thing... Nothing is okay..." I sighed.

"Then tell me what's wrong so I can help." She can't help.

"You can't help. You'd only hate me." I know for sure.

"I won't hate you baby, I promise." You would soon break that promise.

"I..."

"What, you what?"

"I... Cheated on you..."

And at that moment everything seemed to stop.

Her facial expression.

Her eyes.

Shit.

"...what..." Her lip quivered but her eyes still read hate.

"I went out with the boys a week and a half ago and I saw my ex... Rachel... And She got me drunk... And-" i was cut off by her hand coming in contact with my cheek.

"I deserved that..."

"DAMN RIGHT YOU DID!!"

"Listen... It wasn't my fault... I was drunk. It was the booze... I couldn't control myself..."

If only I hadn't gone, I thought.

"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME??!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!" But I do love you.

"It's not my fault! I told you that! And I do love you how dare you say that!" I countered. Now I was getting pissed. How could I not love her?

Well you did cheat on her with your ex. The voice inside my head told me.

"UHHH FOR STARTERS YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH THAT SKANK ASS HOE!" Skank ass hoe? That's new.

"Rachel is not a hoe!" Why am I defending her!?

"OH SO YOU'RE DEFENDING HER?!"

"Yeah, I am." WHYYYY?????

"UGHHH I CAN NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN!!" She yelled.

"GOOD CAUSE I NEVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN!" Why would I say that??!! Obviously I wanna see her! I love her...

*Alexs POV*

"GOOD CAUSE I NEVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN!" Fuck...

"FINE!!! THEN GET THE HELL OUTA MY HOUSE! I HATE YOU!" I don't hate him... I hate the fact that he cheated on me.

Then Riker storms out of my house, slamming the door and breaking the doorway. I fall to my knees and wonder,

What the hell did I just do?

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I've been crying for and hour now and Riker hasn't shown up.

Where could he be?

I picked up my phone and dialed his number.

It went straight to voice mail.

Either he's ignoring me or he has his phone turned off.

I then dialed Patrick's number. He picked up after two rings.

"Hello?" His voice ring from the other end.

"Pat?"

"Alex? What's wrong??" He sounds super worried.

"C-can you come to m-my house, p-please?" I asked while trying not to ball my eyes out again.

"Yes. I will be right over. Stay where you are." He hung up.

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"Alex?" He came up to my door.

"Whoa what happened to your door?" I heard him mumble.

"In *hic-up* here." Great... Now I'm hiccuping.

He walked in and ran to my side.

"Alex! What the hell happened?? Did someone rob you?!"

"Yeah... Robbed me of my heart..." I leaned over and sobbed into his chest.

"Hey... Shh it's okay. Tell me what happened." He cooed.

"Riker... He... He... He cheated on me!" More sobs escaped my lips as I was drenching Pat's shirt in tears.

"That bastard..." He whispered.

"Hey, look at me. Look at me Alex." He pulled me away from him and forced my eyes on his.

"I'm here and I will not let him hurt you again. Everything will be okay. Calm down alright?" I nodded and dried my tears and wiped my eyes.

I got up and sat on the couch, bringing my knees to my chest and placing my chin on my knees.

"What do I do now? He's been gone for over an hour. Who knows where he could be. What if he's hurt?" Millions of questions entered my mind as of what could have happened to him.

"We're going to first get you cleaned up. Then we are going to his parents house. Then we will go from there. But I suggest you get into the shower. Please?" He begged. I nodded and got up. But before I went to the bathroom I ran up and grasped him into a hug.

"I'm so glad I have you." I mumbled against his chest.

I smiled and walked to the bathroom where I would soon be engulfed in soothing hot water.

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I was in the shower for almost two hours just letting the water hit my back. Pat went to the Lynches house and just let me sit in the shower.

I wonder if he found Riker.

*Rikers POV*

I hopped off the plane and looked at the sign in front of me.

It read
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"Welcome to Littleton, Colorado"

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Well... Shit. Just. Went. Down.

This chapter is "dedicated" sorta, to @darcyirwin27 because if I didn't update she would've died and I don't need my fabulous readers dying 😊

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