Fated To Marry You

[21] He Is Only Mine!

Abir :)

Coming into a relationship was never in my plan but she came out of the syllabus..She just entered into my life and nothing happened according to me. She just ruled everything even though when I was thinking things were under my control, it was never. From the very beginning things started occurring according to her and I never realized it..

The day she told me that she wanted to continue this relationship, I got shocked. This thing never crossed my mind, I could not believe she's saying this. I could not trust myself for her that's why I said a No. But then Yash happened, every second of that time was heartwrenching for me. I was relieved after seeing her completely fine.

The whole night I could not sleep. I wanted her to get a better partner, a better life, a better family. But honestly after letting her go from my life, I would have never lived in peace. The single thought of her would have killed me. There would have a constant fear in me.  I was literally freaking out the whole night.

Then in the battle of heart & mind, I listened to heart. It's not only about her but about me too. Giving myself a second chance was harder. But then I can't even run away from my life just because of some undeserving people who were once a part of my life.

She deserves the best and I wanted to be the best version of myself. If changing myself for better would keep her happy, I would happily change myself. Everyday I am struggling with my own fears, own insecurities, what if something will happen between us, what if we wouldn't make it up, what if I would break her and there's so on.

But then I just think about her. I stare at her face. She's a ball of sunshine and the amount of positivity she had in herself can change anything otherwise it would have never easier for her to break the wall around me. She melted my heart, like my heart was only waiting for her. Nothing ever felt forceful around her and I am realizing it now..

I have no control over the future but I want to spend my present with her and I will do the best use of it. I will never let her feel that she made the wrong decision in her life..

As Mishti snuggled into my chest, I shifted my attention to her. "Good morning butterfly! " I placed my lips on her cheek, she grinned shyly but slept again. I shook my head in disbelief and got up to make coffee for us.

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I was preparing coffee, she's probably taking a shower. Taking two cup of coffee I placed it on the dining table, when I turned back I saw her coming towards me. My heart skipped a beat, she had not taken a bath yet , I got to know as she's wearing the same white shirt, my shirt. Scratching her hair she walked towards me, her shirt was not properly settled around her, the way she's putting her leg from one tile to other, I was finding it cute and hot at the same time..

I let out a deep breath, "Good morning! " she smiled at me and lazily streched her body throwing her hands above. I gulped and detached my fingers from the cup. "I am not feeling like to take a bath. The water was cold, " she uttered making a grumpy face. I decreased the distance between us, all the way my eyes were on her which made her conscious.. She took her upper lip into her mouth and lifted her eyebrows ..

"Let's make the water hot for you! "

I said and before she could respond I lifted up her in my arms wrapping her leg around my waist. "Where are we going? " she shuttered through her words, "You very well know, butterfly! " I whispered and pushed the bathroom door..

She stared at me with those beautiful innocent eyes, I could not understand she's scared of the water or the moment we were going to have. I pushed her upper body next to the wall, her hands which were resting on my chest before some times started moving up and she clutched my collar in a tight fist. I slowly placed my lips on her quivering lips and turned on the shower. The water droplets started falling on us.