It happened again

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While in the car it was extremely awkward and music was playing at the moment which made the tension ever more awkward, I was clutching my thighs because I didn't want to make Bada start talking to me.

A second later she finally gave in and spoke, "I really hope you're ok, I've noticed you've been zoning out a lot in between the conversations and then get sucked back in when we ask you something" "I-I would say I'm fine but I'm not fully and I don't know why I am this way, I can't seem to under why I am the way I am"

"I understand where you're coming from I really do and I just want to say this" she said while stopping the car at my house and looking at me while holding my chin "that I love you, I will in every single possible way be there for you and I will take care of you and what you are going through right now will obviously not vanish but I will make sure to make you happy, do you understand?" She said while her eyes were staring at me again

That's when it happened.... Again, she kissed me and... I kissed back too she then got out of the car and grabbed me out of the seat and brought me inside the house and carrying me up the stairs, once we got there she slammed my back on the dresser while making out with my neck " I know we're not supposed to be doing this but I have too" she said while breathing heavily, I just nodded at her "you know what I say about talking to me don't you" "yes I'm sorry"

She then grabbed my shirt and took it off of me, leaving little bites on my neck "I really really like you, and i have for the 7 years of knowing you" i said to her while crying "I love you to baby, I have for 3 years of knowing you that's why I'm always flirty and touchy with you" she says and then drags down my pants but we both get stopped at the front door being opened making me and Bada back up from eachother and start grabbing my pants and shirt and putting it on my body and then kissing me

"I have to go before your mom finds me" she says and got up and kissed me one more time and ran out the door sneaking out and driving away.

I was left in shock over the fact that we almost just did with each other but was also overthinking cause I don't if she actually meant  that she loved me but I chose to brush it off and got out of bed and did my daily night routine and got to bed thinking about what's gonna happen tomorrow

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Y'all right now: "it's been a year daddy I really really miss you 😖"
Anyways yooo chapter 7 is finally done!!

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