Solar - useless ?

Part 9

After a few days

Solar show some sign of improvement but yet still refusing to speak only nodding her head in response to question ask by her members

H : Unnie how are u feeling today

S : nod her head

W : are u hungry we brought u ur favourite tteobokki

S : shake her head

M : still u have to eat something to get better

S : shake her head

H : please just have a few bite unnie

S : shake her head

M : Haiss I just going to talk to doctor ..hyejin wheein continue to company unnie alright I will be back in abit

H&W : ok

Moonbyul quickly exiting the room wiping her tears as she feel incredibly sad at the condition of her elder sister

M : Hi doctor , Solar is still refusing to eat or speak is there anything we can do to help her

D : Hi Moonbyul , unfortunately there is nothing much we can do on our side as solar recovery will be heavily impacted on her will and determination to recover .. I will up her dosage for her anorexia as well as depression and we go from there alright just try ur best to get her out of her shell

M : alright

Visiting time was over hence the members left to head back towards their dorm

H : byul unnie , will yongsun be alright ? What did the doctor say?

M : sadly her recovery will not be smooth sailing we need to find ways to bring back her cheerful and bright side .. it going to be tough but we can do it alright

By now the two youngest eyes has began to water as they feel extremely helpless at the situation  and just nod silently in response.

Solar pov

" what are u still here "

" such a failure that u can't even kill ur self "

" now  you are nothing but a burden to the member "

Solar quickly covers her ears in hope that the voices will disappear but it seem to be doing the opposite. The voices keep getting louder and louder telling her how much of a failure and worthless person she is .

She began to scratch her scars out of reflex causing her cuts to be reopen where blood began to profusely drip on the hospital mattress as she put her knees closer to her body repeatedly mumbling to the voices the words I'm sorry.

The member who were on the way to visit Solar was stunned by the sight

Unnie ! Stop it stop u are hurting urself . Moonbyul exclaim reaching to grab Solar hands in an attempt to stop her scratching her scars .

Wheein immediately rush to find the doctor

After the doctor arrived , they quickly sedated her
Putting her to sleep and order the nurse to change her dressing . One her cuts were dressed the psychiatrist came in took one look at Solar and order that her hands are to be cuffed to the hospital bed and is not to be removed at all time unless given the clear sign .

M : what u can't do that , she a human that invasion of right

P : unfortunately her current state is deteriorating and become more and more severe . Cuffing her will just be a temporary solution to prevent her from hurting herself further ..upon improvement I will allow for her to be uncuff alright .

The members could only helplessly nod as they knew that it was the only solution to stop her from hurting herself .

After the sedation wear off ,

Solar begin to flutter open her eyes open wanting to block the bright light only to realise she was cuffed . She immediately started tugging on the cuffs to try and get free but was unsuccessful

H : Unnie stop it .. you are just going to hurt urself.

W : yes solar unnie pls calm down .

After another 5 min of struggling and failing to get free , Solar finally give up and close her eyes in attempt to escape from reality .

The members who could not do anything could only repeatedly sigh at the situation .