My Life☠️

Ill in both ways😘

Life update
I've had acid reflux for the the past 5 weeks and I cant eat shit.
The doctor gave me a fucking diet sheet on what to eat and what not to eat and you guess it, ALL the shit I eat is the shit I cant have.
Heres a list of the shit I cant eat-
Tea
Chocolate
Oily foods
Juice/Soft drinks
Curry foods💀
Fry foods
Cheese/Butter/Dairy stuff
Sausage💀

I feel like ass in the morning.
The fucking thing is ny appetite HAS unhealthily increased for no resson recently since last week. I keep getting up 2am, 3am or 4am or 5 fucking am to eat or my stomach feels upset.

The worst fucking part is I have emetophobia.💀

After I eat I feel like shit and need to drown myself in meds.

Call me a littlr bitch but I always HAVE to go by my mama for comfort and yes I still call her mama if you have a problem then leave<3

I need to give my mom credits for being the sweetest, caring most loving and accepting mother. I dont think I can make a minute in life without her.
Just to have her hold me like the baby I once was and have my head under the crook of her neck as she cradles me to sleep..

Thats all for my rant today.
IM PRAYING I'LL BE OKAY SO YALL DONT WORRY