And Then I FOUND You

✨Hɪs Wᴀʏs✨

"Tough times never last, but tough people do."

☀︎︎𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗-10☀︎︎

ՏᗩᗰᗩIᖇᗩ ᑭOᐯ

After reaching home, I quickly made my way towards stairs so that i can reach my room as fast as i can.. without coming face to face with advi bhai. Seems like he's not back.. wow luck is now on my side.. so reaching my room, i lock the door before collapsing on my bed. then everything happen earlier sink in my mind... i couldn't help but feel disgusted. The lustful stare of that moron, make me feel ugly! Even being exhausted, i decided to take shower first and erase all this from my mind.

Entering washroom i stared at myself in mirror and couldn't help but feel weak and blemish. Only then i noticed that i am still covered in Ru- HIS jacket. His jacket make me feel more protected and safe. It's like my security blanket from entire world. I don't know what's really stopping me from taking his name. Such a hypocrite i am.. I can't take his name but want him to take my name. Ugggh i am sure he has done some blue magic with his eyes!! He had magic in his eyes, the shine that can make even stars envied him.

Sighing i remove his jacket, then i slowly took off my top and again look at myself in the mirror but this time my skin bare. These scratches made me feel helpless and i couldn't stop the tears which start pouring out from my eyes. I never felt this weak but then suddenly the heard voice in my mind,

"Cry as hard as you want to. But just make sure that when you stop crying, you never cry for the same reason again.. try to Smile, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision.. try to smile because each problems will someday resolve"

I know that i appears to be bold and strong but from inside i was dead scared.. and the way he console and that hug... Thinking about that hug, my heart start beating fast and i bite my lips, the hug that made my heart mush. His hug leave me breathless and i feel butterflies in my tummy.
This feeling is all new for me, I mean it's the first time i hug someone.. all i want that time was... someone to hold me back and say everything is going to be okay..! But the things he said.. has touched my heart. He gave me his shoulder to lean on.. his hug was warmer than a heap of blankets and more meaningful than a pile of words. He definitely has WAY with words!

His words does wonder and i feel light-hearted. I don't think i can ever admit this on his face but.. the way he hold me in his arms, i felt relief and protected. Hugs feel good even when they come from strangers. I felt like my world rolled up in a comfortable squeeze. It helps me putting my broken pieces back together again.

Stepping into the shower, i let water wash away the dirt, grime and stress. Taking a long hot bath relax my muscles and i feel refresh and renew. I decided to wear my oh-so-comfy nightwear and laid on the bed immediately. I'm beyond tired and all the event of the day make it even worst, Now all i need is good sleep. But sleep was far from my eyes. I wish i can have that certain someone to hold me.. shaking my head to remove all these thoughts, i hug my teddyy and try to sleep.

ᗩᑌTᕼOᖇ ᑭOᐯ

In some minutes she felt asleep leaving all the bad memories of the day behind to welcome new bright shinning day, as with the new day comes new strength and new thoughts, new opportunities. Just get your mind right, be thankful, be positive and start your day right.

While she was asleep there was someone who's wide awake and thinking about his next step..

Through the open window came a trill of morning sunshine and loud chorus of birdsong , which woke samaira from her sleep. Smiling she woke up from her bed, unlike anyone else she's a morning person, who love mornings because it's the brightness that take away the dark night and bring new hope.

Sighing she get up and made her way towards washroom for a quick shower. She grabbed her aquamarine long sleeve blouse and a blue pencil skirt, pairing it with white heel sandals. She left her hair open, and applied mascara to give volume to her eye lashes, which make her honey brown eyes looks more mesmerizing. Lastly she applied lip gloss, giving glossy effect to her pink lips and smile at her reflection. Her cheek is still little swollen but it's not that visible, thankfully!

Shrugging all those thoughts, she pick her handbag and move out of her room. Suddenly she pause and go back to grab rudra's black leather jacket, she wrapped his jacket in her arms and inhale his scent which is mixture of expensive cologne and something she couldn't quite put her finger on.. but whatever it's.. it did something to her fragile heart.., putting his jacket in her bag to return him.., as he said he will come to orphanage today.

ՏᗩᗰᗩIᖇᗩ ᑭOᐯ

It's not like that I'm looking forward to meet him.. i just couldn't thank him yesterday and also i had to return his jacket, yes! Yes that's the only reason. Why would i otherwise want to meet him. 𝑂ℎ 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦! 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑟𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑏𝑙𝑢𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠?

Oh shut up! I love this dress, that's why i only wear it! Uggghh who need enemy when my own mind always spoil my mood!!

Exhaling I was about to leave the house, when a familiar voice stop me "Where do you think you're going doll?" Advik bhai said or should i say shout!

"hehehe bhai.. orphanage aur kaha!" I replied nervously.

"Aur naashta?" He asked raising his eyebrows, as if challenging me to defy.

Sighing in defeat, i made my way towards dining table. Then bhai out aalu parantha in my plate and my face brightens and mouth watered. 𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒 𝑚𝑒, 𝑖 𝑚 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑒!!

"I knew it!! Chal ab khaa jaldi, aalu ke paranthe ko wait nhi karwate, paap lagta hai!" He said while passing me a wink and i start munching my parantha.

"You know na i love you the most!!" I said after completing my breakfast.

"Let's see for how long!" He said mischievously. While i got confused, and before i could say anything he said " I mean soon you will find someone who will love you unconditionally, then obviously you will love him more than anyone!" His voice full of emotions and it made me emotional and i hug him tightly.

"No matter who came or not! No-one can take your place and i will always love you more than anyone else!" I replied before breaking the hug.

"Acha dekhte hai!! Chal ab tu jaa, varna late ho jayegi" he said while pushing me out of house.

"Arre ek baat toh kehna hi bhul gya!" He said suddenly and i turned around to him, giving me serious look. I raise ny eyebrow in order to ask him to continue. "Black leather jacket suits you!" And just like that his serious look change within seconds and he give me teasing smile, while i got freeze listening to him. Seeing my expressions he laugh aloud and said " Why are you getting scared, i trust you doll and moreover you are sensible girl. And trust me i am more than happy for you, But just one advice as your big brother, think rationally before taking any big step, if you know what i mean!" He said while winking and it take me some time to understand the meaning behind his words, and couldn't help but blush insanely. And it made him laugh even more.

"Ugggh bhai!!!!! Aisa kuch nhi hai! Will you listen to me?! uff fine!! Haste raho! Mai jaa rhi hoon.. !!" Stomping my foot to the ground, i leave from there but he keep on laughing..which automatically bring smile on my face too. Today actually seems like a good day.. let's see what will happen today..

𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼𝗼 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀!!

𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴?

𝗧𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆'𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴? 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗿𝘂𝗱𝗿𝗮?😂

𝗔𝗻𝘆 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁?

𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗲𝗲..😉

𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗞𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴..