Balh2 SS :- Turn Of Events

Inner turmoil

Read till the end ❤️.

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Priya's POV ( in mind) ;

Mr.kapoor apko mujhse nafrat hogi ye to pata tha, per itni ki mere sath sirf or sirf ek raat , majburi mai rukne mai aap is tarah gussa karenge is tarah pareshan honge ye kabhi sapne mai bhi nhi soch sakti thi per isme apki kya galti ye sab meri wajah se hua hai lekin main kerti bhi kya mr.kapoor mere pass aur koi dusra option nhi tha main majboor thi , aap ko is tarah rota-bhilakhta dekh ker mere dil ke kitne tukde hue hai kash mai apko bata sakti, dikha sakti per vo mumkin nhi hai .

Apko lagta hai main khush hu , sukoon se apni jindagi ji rhi hu per Mr.kapoor sirf main hi janti hu main kis dard se gujar rhi hu .

Apse hazaro sawal kerne hai ki kyu aapne kapoor urbans bech ke ye nyi company start ki, kyu aap ikdam se har jagah se gayab ho gye, a..aur apne apni ye kya halat bana rakhi hai...apke ankho ki vo chamak, apke hothon ki vo muskan vo sab Jo mujhe pasand the jinse mujhe pyaar tha...kaha kho gye vo sab....par kaise puchu kis haq se , mera ab aap per kya hi haq bacha hai aur vo bhi tab jab main khud apne haq...apne pyaar....apne Ram ko chodh ke aa gai thi .

Main majboor thi Ram bahot majboor warna apse ek pal bhi dur rehne ke bare mai soch bhi nhi sakti thi . Mujhe Aaj bhi nhi pata main kaise jinda hu.......apke bina .

Mujhe sirf ek baar apko gale se lagana hai apko batana hai ki main apse kitna pyaar kerti hu, apke bina apki Priya is kadar tut gai hai ki usse ab sirf aap hi jod sakte hai .

Ram stood there leaning to the window , looking at the moon his face expressionless, but a thousand things were going on in his mind , his heart and brain were having a dreadful battle . On one hand his heart wanted to talk to her ask her why she did all that...was he not sufficient for her...was his love for her not enough....what was his mistake and what can he do to resolve them so that she would come back to him, while on the other hand his brain stopped him from even glancing at her leave alone talking because if he talked to her once, all his hatred and anger that he somehow managed towards her in these 5 years will vanish in thin air......and she clearly doesn't deserve his forgiveness or to come back in his life after what she did.

Ram's POV :-

Aaj pure 5 saal baad mila hu tumse Priya, bilkul badal gai ho yaar tum......tumhare kapde, baal, baat kerne ka tarika sab kuch......per phir bhi tum mujhe meri vo hi Priya lag rhi ho jo mujhe dinbhar tanne marti thi, ulta sidha khane per dat-ti thi , jisse meri mujhse jayda fikar rehti thi pata nhi vo sach tha ya nhi , par mere dil ko vo sab aaj bhi sach lagta hai , ye dil aaj bhi man-ne ko tayar nhi hai ki hamare bich kabhi kuch nhi tha, tumne mujhse kabhi pyaar nhi kiya kyuki main to jab bhi tumhari taraf dekhta tha aisa lagta tha ki jaise tum bhi mujhe us kadar chahti ho jis kadar main, par sayad vo mera veham raha hoga , main is kadar pyaar ka bhookha tha ki tumhare uns (affection/infatuation) ko pyaar samjh baitha .

Dekho na jin ankho ko dekh ker main samjh jata tha ki konsi baat tumhe pareshan ker rhi hain, jo mujhe bayan ker deti thi tumhare Dil ka haal .......aaj vo ankhe khali aur ajnabee lag rhi hai, un ankho ko padh hi nhi pa rha....... sayad inne bhi mujhse baat kerna chor diya , sayad inhe bhi koi aur saathi mil gaya hai jo inhe mujhse behtar padh pata hoga .

Sayad tumhe yaad nhi hoga per ek baar tumne mujhe Chand kaha tha aur sayad vo baat sach thi , dekho na aaj ke chand ko kitne taare hai iske aas-pass par phir bhi kitna akela lag rha hai , ise bhi kaale badlo ne ussi kadar dhaq rkha hai jis kadar mujhe mere dukho ne , isme bhi hazaro daag hai ,mujh mai bhi hazaro kamiya hai, bas, farak itna sa hai ki sabko Chand pasand hota hai log iske sath samay bitana chahte hai aur mere sath, mere sath to main khud hi nhi rehna chahta dusro se kaise umeed rakhu .

Priya bas ek baar gale laga lo na, bas ek pal ke lie jhootha hi shi magar pyaar mehsoos kerna chahta hoon, khud ko jhoothi tasalli dena chahta hoon ki koi mera apna hai, main kisi ke lie mayne rakhta hu , please Priya ek baar gale se laga ke bol do na ye sab jhoot tha tum mujhse bahot pyaar kerti ho , Priya tumhara Ram tumhare bina toot chuka hai please isse jod do na .

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So that's it ,

How was the chapter, please share your feedbacks it helps as well as motivates me to write more 🤍.

Every dialogue was my very own, please do tell if you liked it especially the moon one coz I personally loved it while reading from a reader's perspective.

Sorry for the short update but if I will get 20 likes by 10 p.m. today I'll upload the next part today itself or else next Tuesday. Sorry your friend this side is bit greedy....hehe😗 .

Also really sorry couldn't update 'Happily ever after' this Saturday I was quite busy with my studies so couldn't complete writing, I have free time right now so I will try to complete it and post that too today but can't promise anything right now .

Till then tata 👋.

Love & peace
                           ..... ~ Shivangi