𝘼𝙣𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙖 ꨄ︎

ʜᴏꜱᴘɪᴛᴀʟ

Anastasia's pov:

Whatever makeup I had left on was all gone and smudged from Slash in the back of that cab as we ran inside his apartment,hoping Steven wasn't home yet as he jumped backwards landing on his back onto his bed as his hand trailed down my body as he looked at me expensive dress he brought me.

"just destroy it."I moaned as he tore it hungrily off my body like his life depended on it as I winced,I really loved that dress but now it was screwed up on Slash's bedroom floor.

"I agreed to buy you nice clothes if I get to take them off."He winked as he pulled my body into him leaning back as I was on top giving into him.It wasn't long until I was panting he took control putting on protection that just saddened me as I remember his comment earlier about the baby thing.

I didn't want a baby,not right now,not anytime soon but the fact he swore it off,crushed my heart,did he really not want a baby with me?Or he doesn't see a future?Or he probably saw hoe f*cked up my parents were and swore it off the myself.I conjured all this insecurity up in my head all while having wild sex,there clearly wasn't something right with me,I was never insecure but I was never nervous either before I met slash.

"I love you."He panted grabbing my face as he kissed my lips softly,I didn't say it back,I can't even look him in the eyes without wanting to cry.It was ridiculous over such a small thing but I couldn't stop thinking about it.

I woke up slowly the next morning to Slash just coming out the shower with the towel wrapped loosely round his waist carelessly. "morning."He smirked as I tried to avoid eye contact.

"hey..could you take me and Erin to the hospital?"I said biting my lip.

"sure,I'm borrowing Stevens car anyway to take my mom to the airport,you sure you don't wanna come?"He offered again.

"I can't,I promised Erin."I sighed shaking my head.

"okay,what time do you need to be at the hospital?"Slash said as I glanced at the clock next to his bed.

"now."I said jumping up as I pushed past him as I leapt into the shower and got quickly ready before climbing into the passenger seat of Alders car,it used to be his moms but I figured he just stole it as I ran my fingers along the ripped leather seats.We drove just listening to the radio on the way to Erin's as Rocket Queen came on the radio as Slash and I just glanced at each other and began laughing.

"turn it off before Erin gets in here."I said rolling my eyes as I jumped out the car as I ran up to Erin apartment banging on the door as I tapped my foot impatiently as the door swung open and I was shocked to see Meegan standing there as her face dropped when she saw me.

"Can I help you?"She said bluntly narrowing her eyes at me.

"Erin home?"I asked back in the same tone.

"Erin!"She shouted leaning back as Erin appeared behind her running up to the door as Meegan dropped the door almost slamming it in my face as Erin quickly pulled it back open frantically.

"I don't know what her problem is?"Erin said loud enough so Meegan could hear as she marched away.

"me?"I said answering Erin's question as we both burst out laughing.

"Probably."Erin teased as we got into the car as she greeted Slash smiling as he drove us all the way to the hospital in downtown La.

"congrats Erin."Slash said smugly as I kissed him goodbye as he quickly drove off before Erin could say anything as She looked at me with annoyance.

"you told him?"Erin said raising her eyebrows.

"he guessed it,what excuse was I meant to make up for me needing to come with you to the hospital for a doctors appointment?"I said as Erin was deep in thought.

"I guess you're right,just make sure he keeps a cab in it.Nobody can keep a secret around here.."Erin scoffed. "Actually your sitting on a pretty big secret so Let's get this over with,hospitals make me sad."Erin said ironically as we linked arms as we walked in to the front desk. "Appointment for Everly."Erin smiled as the front desk lady fiddled around with her computer.

"you'll never guess what Slash said when I told him."I whispered to Erin.

"He better not of called me big like Izzy did."Erin said bitterly.

"Erin Everly,follow me."The nurse said getting up as Erin and I paced behind her.

"Slash and I were having sex and I told him to use protection.Obviously.and I made a joke that if he didn't we'd end up having a baby,and he said that it'll never happen."I said as Erin gasped as the nurse looked back at us but carried on like it wasn't any of her business.

"WHAT?"Erin said as her hands were shaking.

"I know."I said looking down.

"f*ck him!Did you say something?"She asked.

"no,we just had sex and then I fell asleep."I admitted.

"That's not like you at all.God I really hope Axl doesn't think like that."Erin said nervously.

"Axl and Slash are totally different don't worry."I reminded her as she looked relieved but still a bit worried