It pains me that you're not here
My own companion is my hell
You put me through it by running away
And now I'm all alone, lying down
Looking at the ceiling, imagining it's the sky
Full of starts, twinkle like diamonds
I see them, I used to shine bright
You turned off my lights, you stepped on my pride
I gave you my heart, you crushed it with your hands
Now, all of my feelings are here, in my chest
They echoe your name, screaming out loud
I loved you, I really did, I still do
But on the other hand I really wish, I doYou realize the damage you caused to my soul.
Breathtaking
Eyes dried out, he disappeared from my life
I had a lot to take the blame for
Yet I managed to keep crying from the guilt I felt
And somehow, you popped up in my life
A week later of this event, without any notice
Red, curly hair, headphones, and a yellow shirt
Looking so beautiful, man, I can't even describe
And when time passed by, your eyes would look up
Realizing the beauty of nature, green emerald eyes
And my heart would suddenly heal
And everything turned out to be true
Not only were you outerspacingly beautiful
But something just clicked on my heart
This time, it was going to be different
I wasn't going to be the problem, but the solution
I managed to find you, even when I was lost
So, I set my pride aside for the first time in my life
Grabbed a magical pencil and wrote that I only wish
For you to know how pretty you are
And you laughing made my heart feel at peace
I was so glad my silly teenage dream plan worked out
I wanted you to be mine
Even if afterward, I proceeded to cry because I knew
What easy come, easy goes
And I should have waited.Knowing
A day off, a day on
Sometimes yes, sometimes no
Doesn't matter, we are friends
I'd gladly wait for your texts
Taking it slow so you don't get angry
Is nothing personal, just previous experiences
She says she's a mastermind, so I turned myself in one
You talking to me was already in the plan
So beautiful, man, I need to know
If you could be mine, it means you're the one?
And while healing from my last heartbreak
All I needed was to see your eyes
Big smile with dimples catches my attention
You're a kid from the world
Been everywhere, no wonder you're in my head
You start to ask some questions
And I laughed out loud, so funny and smart
Seemed a little shy but nothing to be worried about
Immersed myself in your life
Found out about your past and childhood memories
Exchanging words all night long
My first experience with one of a kind
Everything is different, pointing to a positive side
Never knew you'd ask me if you could come
To my place, my city, my sea
And there I knew things would turn out hard to be
I waited for you, I waited in love.
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