This will be all Nico POV !WARNING! MENTIONS OF SEXUALLY ABUSED! $UANSID
A couple weeks later
"Ahhhhh!" I screamed into my pillow, this week has been how do I say this... hard? No, upsetting? No, missable... yes. I guess I will say this you deserve to know... I get a lot of good grades exactly in history... don't get me wrong I do try my best and work very hard to get good grades but... one of the only reasons I have really good grades in history is because, He... I... let's just say I see him a lot. NOT WILLINGLY! he makes me do stuff that I don't want to do. I can't even do anything about it, the only one who knows is the librarian. She is really nice and she knows all about what's happening but she can't do anything. They won't believe her and they won't believe me. I just got back from one of the 'special classes' that I take alone... I thought about what my dad would do if he found out, after awhile of thinking about it I got up and headed to my bathroom,
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When I got to my bathroom I opened one of the drawers and started to look for my knife. I found it and rolled up my sleeves, my skin had scars all over it from when I heated myself in the past. Words started going through my head
Monster
Slut
Unless
worthless
Criminal
Bi**
Fag
Stupid
Terrible
Unless son
disgusting
I started to dig into my skin with every insult in my head, soon there was messy cuts all over my arm with a lot of blood, I took a deep breath and put down the knife. I looked at myself in the mirror and just started to cry, I know that if Hazel found out what I have done she would be so disappointed in me and that heat more than the cuts in my arm. I tuned on the sink and putted my arm under the cold water, I watched the blood run down my hand and into the sink. I looked back in the drawer to find bandages so I can cover the cuts up. After I cleaned up the mess I made in the bathroom I just went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
Why can't I just say good bye!
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I'm not dead! Sorry this took so long to make but HAY I have school! Hope you enjoy this
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