Warning.
Self harm
Sobbing
Soukoku🫶🏽
Misspelling
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Dazais POV
"Im tired of living
Im tired of being here
Im tired of having to suffer
Im tired of being told "what to do"
Im tired of being told "what i have to be"
Im tired of being myself
Im tired of being like this
Who even am I?
Im so useless.
What's wrong with me.
Something's wrong with me."
All those thoughts in my head, as I pushed the blade down further. Blood falling into the floor,
Falling everywhere. My arms body, my hands bloody. Everything's bloody. The blades most bloody of all.
"Fuck!"
I drop the blade, the blade cut down to far. It stings. I quickly grab the rubbing alcohol. And pour it onto my wound. It only makes things worse. My whole arms on fire.
It's better then it getting infected though.
I washed my arm, before bandaging it. If change the bandages in the morning.
Fuck. Atsushi probably told Kunikida what—
-3rd persons POV-
Dazais apartment door opened. Walking up to the bathroom door. Dazai quickly bandages as fast as he could. A short ginger head kicked the door down.
"Dazai! Why'd you shove the were-tiger—
He called me complaining!"
"Hahhh~ chuuya I did nothing!"
"Stop lying goddamit! Dazai i worry for you!"
"Aww Chuu-Yaaa~ your so sappy!"
The ginger grabbed the others collar.
"Im not joking! And you think I am!"
"..."
"Dazai i care for you! Please, tell me
What's wrong!"
"Chuuya-"
"Stop! Don't 'chuuya' me! I know
Something going on and your hurt!
Tell me what's wrong please!
Dazai, I care about you!"
"Chuuya.."
The Ginger's eyes were watering up, his voice was as cracking.
"Im so sorry."
Dazai said.
"Chuuya— in so so sorry!"
Dazais eyes watered. Tears falling from both boys eyes.
"Chuuya, I'm sorry!"
Repaying those words. Im sorry, chuuya. The brunette fell into the gingers arms. Sobbing. Before both men fell to the floor. Sobbing in each others arms. Bandages unwrapping. Blood everywhere.
"Chuuya—I'm so-sorry!"
Dazai chocked those words up. As the ginger rubbed his back, petting his hair. Dazai coughed and coughed.
After about 20 minutes of tears, blood, apoligizing, choking and comfort. The brunette was asleep. The gingers mans outfit was covered in tears and blood. Petting his boyfriends hair.
(they'll get married soon dw.)
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