Don't you ever tell yourself that you're not enough I am certain that you're truly fine You are a miracle, miracle You are Youtiful
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It was the night of the first snow.
The third of December, Changbin would probably never forget that day ever again.
Not because he had gotten his boyfriend the Christmas cookies he had been dying to get, the snowman shaped ones with chocolate-cinnamon filling.
Not because of the snow or unusual windy night either.
"Binnie?"
"Yes, princess?"
The ravenette looked down at the now blue-haired boy in his arms, frowning when Felix didn't take his eyes off the TV as he cuddled closer to his boyfriend.
"Can you believe that Akemi is almost one year already? I mean, in a few months but still."
"Yeah, time flies fast. But Minho and Jisung are great parents, it's so good to see them so happy."
And Changbin didn't notice how Felix subconsciously placed his hand on his tummy.
The chocolate-cinnamon cookies, his very first pregnancy craving.
It's been not even 24 hours since he had found out but now everything finally made sense.
His sensitivity for certain scents, his never-ending need to eat, his morning sickness and constant headaches.
He was really, finally having a baby.
"You know, I.. I was at the doctor's this morning to get my headache and nausea checked and.."
Felix slipped his hand in his hoodie pocket to pull out a small piece of paper and handed it to his boyfriend.
It was smaller than a postcard, just black and white with some data written in the left upper corner but Changbin knew too well what it was.
And he couldn't help but tear up at the sight of the little gray bean in the bigger black blob.
"Our baby.."
"Mhm. Already twelve weeks old."
Felix smiled widely with tears glistening in his eyes as well, his heart jumping in his chest when he noticed how his boyfriend couldn't take his eyes off the sonogram.
"Three months, huh?"
"Yeah, my due date is the 5th of May. Our spring baby."
The freckled boy giggled as he snuggled closer to his boyfriend, carefully taking the sonogram out of his hands so he could place the older's hands on his soft tummy.
He didn't have a bump yet but he could definitely tell that his tummy had gotten a little chubbier.
And he really couldn't wait for the day the whole world could tell he was expecting his beloved Binnie's baby.
Changbin was somewhat still at loss of words and only leaned forward to press the most gentle, loving kiss on Felix's sweet lips as he drew small circles on the younger's tummy, his fingertips tingling knowing he was so close to their child.
"It's not even Christmas yet but I already know that this is the best gift of the year."
The older man smiled when they had parted and lifted one hand up to his boyfriend's face to cup Felix's cheek, letting his thumb wander over the rosy freckled cheek.
And the freckled boy only smiled back, his eyes shining with millions of stars as he leaned into the warm touch.
Changbin was right, this was truly the best gift of the year.
"Bin.."
Felix huffed as he turned around, sleepily grabbing his fiancé's hand and putting it on his cute baby bump.
"Hm..?"
"Could you please tell your son to go to sleep too? It's like.. Very late, in the middle of the night to be exact."
"I think our daughter just wants some cuddles, isn't that so, sweet girl?"
But the freckled boy could only whine when he felt a tiny foot press against his rib.
23 of 24 hours a day he really enjoyed his pregnancy, he loved feeling his child move and watching Changbin being the most excited dad he could ever be.
He was doing so amazing, as if he had years of training and experience.
Felix truly couldn't wish for a better, more supportive significant other than his Binnie.
But that one hour, mostly around midnight, their little one thought it'd be fun to wake their mama up by practicing the Superbowl choreography in there or something similar to that.
Oh, to have so much energy at such an ungodly hour.
Felix couldn't relate.
But fortunately Changbin was there to pull his loved one close in his buff arms, to slip his hand under the younger's shirt to caress his cute tummy and to place a gentle kiss on the freckled beauty's forehead.
"You're really not going to give up, huh?"
"No, never. I'm actually worried that you're still holding onto the absurd idea that our baby is a boy."
"It's called mother's instinct, Binnie. And no girl would kick up such a storm in the middle of the night. On a daily basis."
"My girl would. You're forgetting this is a 50 percent Seo baby in there."
Changbin smiled when his adorable boyfriend only giggled and cuddled closer, the older's heart jumping when he felt a soft kick against his palm.
Who knows, maybe she was just agreeing with her daddy?
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