Hi.....This is my story. My name is Maria but everyone calls me Mar or Mari. I am 14 years old and I am a mess. I go to sleep every night at 1 am because I have to do my homework or study. But I finished my homework or study at 12 p.m. That one hour that's left over...What do you think I use it for? I use it to talk to myself about how horrible my life is. My story is sad. If you want to know why I'm a mess or a disaster continue reading. You'll probably cry reading this story. But just to let you know I cry every day. I am scared. I feel like I can't trust anyone completely because when I did that in the past hurt me because that person betrayed me. I want to tell someone everything that I have kept a secret, but I'm scared that they will tell someone or ask for help or see me as a different person. I don't want that, so that's why I don't tell anyone. It's bad and I know it because you're just holding on to a lot of information which can stress you a lot. I don't even recognise myself anymore. I just have one question for you. If they gave you the opportunity to have something that you've lost. What would you choose to have again?
