The Jedi I Should Be || Anakin x Reader

18 - ~ Red turns White ~

While Anakin and Obi-wan got the ship filled with everything they needed you had been in a room with Yoda. He had you place your saber in the middle of the room while he sat in front of you and you sat across from him.

"Focus your energy. Believe in the force."

When he spoke you had your eyes closed. It was amazing feeling the force flow as it did. It almost felt like water flowing across your skin and through your hair. You hear Yoda speaking to you as he gave a very happy hmmm.

"Guests we have, focus on the saber. Listen to the voices. Let them appear"

You seemed a bit confused when he said guests. But as you focused on your saber you heard the echos of someone you haven't heard from in years.

'Y/n...can you hear me?'

You gasped softly hearing his voice. As you looked to your lightsaber in your meditation you went to reach for it. That's when a light blue hand touched yours. You completely froze. As your eyes slowly looked up you saw your brothers face. He was smiling ear to ear at you.

"Conner"

Your bottom lip shivers as he shushed you.

'Y/n. I've been waiting for the day you could finally hear and see me'

You tried hugging him but went right through him. This made you hug yourself and shed a few tears. Conner felt just as heartbroken.

'Don't cry, y/n'

"How can I not? I can't touch you?"

'I know. But I've always been with you. I'll continue to do so. Even Ashoka is here now too'

"Ashoka?"

Conner did a face palm realizing he hadn't even introduced you and her.

'Forgive me. She's a fellow Jedi. Ashoka come on!'

That's when she walked out of no where and formed. She smiled bright and proud at you.

'Ah there is skyguys lovely lady'

"Skyguy?"

You where confused at the nickname but Ashoka chuckled in return. Conner couldn't help but smile as he stood near the saber.

'Yes. I call Anakin skyguy. He is my master. I believe he told you about me'

You covered your mouth remembering his story. "That's — that's you! I'm so sorry I had forgot!"

Ashoka laughed hard and walked over to you. Her hand hovering over your shoulder. You felt, comfort when feeling her force energy on you.

'It's okay. You've been busy and have been dealing with worse. Bedsides, we are here to help'

"Help how?"

'That's easy. We are gunna help you heal your lightsaber. I know you don't want it to be red anymore'

You looked down in complete shame. Conner gave you a look of sympathy as did Ashoka. When you looked back at your brother you couldn't help but give him a straight lined smile.

"I had so much anger inside of me when I got that saber. I was excited, sure. But —"

'But skyguy helped you change your saber. It was a breathtaking show'

Ashoka looked to you and then to your brother. Conner nodded his head in agreement.

'We know because we watched. Anakin never saw us because he cut himself off from the force.' He gave a brighther smile to you now 'it was your connection as a dyad that opened him up to the force again. He opened himself up more and more slowly so he could communicate with you'