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Promise "Nari" ¥¥¥
Welp, today is the day guys. The day I've been dreading. Both, mentally and emotionally. Seeing my mom for the first time in years.
These last few days I've been really indecisive about my decision, saying I was going one minute then saying I wasn't going the next. In the end, I figured imma big girl, I can do this.
....I don't even know why im lying. I was set on not going at all but everybody and they momma was in my ear telling me to go. Everybody that knows about my situation that is.
Man Man and Neasha been staying on me all day about it, making sure I didn't skip or leave school early.
Thought I was slick by trying to leave school by asking to go to the bathroom, this irritating ass nigga ManMan took my purse to make sure I couldn't.
Neasha ass bad for business cause the whole time she sitting there laughing like the shit funny.
If y'all got cousins for sale, let me know cause I need some new ones. The ones I got ain't worth a damn.
My dad been on me all week,ole opp ass. All of a sudden he get a change of heart, STAND UP!!
He always "y'a momma ain't shit forget ha" now all of a sudden, he call hisself busting in my room this morning talkin bout some "TODAYS THE BIG DAY!!" all that loud ass energy.
Hell, even Quan ass called himself giving me "words of encouragement" but all he did was text me telling me I'm pussy if I don't show.
I'm talking bout he dragged me all up and through the dirt. Ain't never just been verbally abused completely unprovoked like that.
Needless to say, I am very displeasured this evening. Although I appreciate them encouraging me to get this closure, I can't help but wonder why they want me to go so bad.
I exhaled shaking my head, just sitting there staring ahead at the cars that drove by my school. Oh how I wish I was them, not having to deal with this right now.
"Might as well" I said to my self. I drove to the address my dad gave me that my "mother" gave him for a restaurant. Originally, she wanted to meet at her home but I was not comfortable with that yet.
Gave her an inch she wanna take a mile, chill bruh. Too much dip on y'a chip.
Pulling into the restaurant parking lot, I cased the area. "Lemme make sure this it cause" I said looking at the picture on my gps, it being the place in front of me.
