Gwiles oneshots!!🫶🏻

010 - Scars

Angst to fluff

TW: self harm, blood, cursing

If your not comfortable with the topic of self harm don't read‼️❤️

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Gwens POV

Ever since my best friend peter died I haven't felt the same..it feels weird to loose your best friend, someone who was always there for you..

Peter was the only one there for me when I was at my lowest. It's my fault he died.. I was to late to save him and now everyone is against me (against spider women not Gwen) I thought things would stay the same but until I met miles things became so much better..

I get so upset with myself so easily that my cutting has gotten worse. Every day I try to control it but its too hard!

"S-shit! Ow!"

Nothings new about my life. Its just the same every single day

No ones POV

Gwen has been self harming ever since peter died. She hasn't told anyone about it because she felt like they were going to use it against her and say something that will hurt her feelings. Cut by cut she cant stop. The razor blade cuts through her skin like a prick on a vein but doesn't feel a thing when she doesn't look at it. The thought of peters death runs through her head and makes it seem like it was her fault. Blood runs down her wrist, tears stream down her cheeks

"No no no no fuck!"

Her thoughts were controlling her feelings and images. Day by day she thinks about how it was her fault. Night by night she cuts while thinking of him. Theres never been a day where she hasn't thought about Peter. Ever since miles came along he's made her happy, made her smile at times but still thinks about how peter would do the same

This time it was different. Gwen caught feelings for miles and is too afraid to confess them. She's afraid of rejection and how she will look like a fool. Her overthinking caused her to cut more which turned out to be a bad habit

"Ah! fuck!!!"

She completely forgot that her and miles were suppose to hang out today and that's where the truth comes out..

Miles POV

Today im meeting up with Gwen at her house and just to hangout.. and maybe tell her I like her?..ever since I met her shes been so shy at first but now she has open up to me! Im glad I met Gwen she makes my day so much better

I arrive at her house and ring the doorbell. I waited for a minute but no one would open up. I ring again and still no one will open. The door is unlock. I took this chance to open to door and look around

"Gwen?"

No response

"Gwen??"

Still no response

I decide to call her and see if she'll answer. I hear a phone ringing across the other side of the room? Thats weird..I make my way to the ringing noise. Maybe she left her phone in her room or she probably doesn't hea-

...

"GWEN!"

No ones POV

Gwen is lying on the floor. Her wrist is all covered in blood and the razor blade has fallen to the ground making a metal dropping sound. Miles is in utter shock and panics as he sees the horror in front of him. She covers her wrist as quickly as she could so he wouldn't see the blood but was to late. She wipes her tears away and tries her best to control her heavy breathing

"GWEN ARE YOU OKAY?!"

Her breathing is unsteady Gwen is to strained to talk. She looked at him scared and terrified to what she had done to herself. Miles took off his sweatshirt to wrap it around her bloody cuts. He helped her calmed down bit by bit and didn't rush her. He brought her a bottle of water and helped her drink some sip by sip to help her recover

"Its okay its okay...just breathe.."

"I-im sorry.. im so sorry.."

She sobbed into his arms silently as he rubbed her back softly. Gwen took her time to take deep breaths and rebuild her strength

"Dont be sorry.. we can take about this later.."

5 minutes later

Gwen began to feel much more better with miles by her side..she told him everything that happened with peter and how long shes been doing this

"I didn't want you to worry about me.. I didn't want you to stress out because of me.."

"Gwen.. you know I'll always be there for you. Good and bad.. trust me on that. Im really sorry about your loss with your best friend.. but I want you to know that your not alone okay.. you have me and I will never ever leave your side.."

Gwen began to tear up to his words. She was smiling non stop and her heart began to flutter. Shes really happy to have miles and miles is happy to have her..

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HII YAL MY FALL BREAK ENDED SADLY AND I GOT SCHOOL😭 IDK IF ILL POST THAT MUCH BUT IM MAKING TIME AND I GOT A TEST TMRWW😞 WISH ME LUCKKK I HOPE YALL LIKE THIS ONE FINALLY DID ANGST BUTTT ANGST TO FLUFF BC JS ANGST IS A NONO BUT MAYBEE ILL CONSIDER

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