It was November we always have an connection.., were not lover but more than just friends...we had everything attention for each other, bonds and time... but I guess were really no meant not to be... Miri, shes really adorable the eson why I always woke up in the morning. we dont have label since she want us to enjoy our single life...
When december came I got a call from the school I enrolled in states
"hello?" I asked...
"hello is this Mr. Peñaverde, we got your request and it was granted, Congratulations!" I was happy and sad at the same time...
I have to move immediately because i have to adjust but how about Miri? my love, I just cant leave her....
Its almost Christmas. I went to Miri's place o say what was going on because she's expecting too.
"Miri, i got the scholarship in states" I said feeling guilt that Im gonna leave her here...
"oh? is that so? Im so proud of you" she hug me I feel the hint of sadness i her voice.
She turn her back at me and wipe her tears..She's crying...
"Im sorry" I said
"No dont Im so proud you'll gonna achieve your dreams" she replied smiling like she didnt cry... we end up talking about what happens next once I got back here again...
Time flew fast and Now is the day im gonna fly to states...Its Christmas eve. I didnt expect this too, I want to spend my chrstmas with miri but how can I if this is the dream I want to have?.. and it for us, for our future...Im now at the airport waiting my flight to arrive... Im now texting Miri, greeting Merry Christmas and saying sweet nothings before I fly out of the country...not until she didnt reply maybe she became busy since its christmas eve.
Then I got my flight Im now in the plane when Miris Mother called I was trembling when she talked to me
"hello Tri?" she called my name having an shaky voice...
"what Auntie?" I ask nervously
"Miri got to..." she cut off
"got to what A-auntie?"I asked
"she got into an accident...car accident" she said then burst into tears. I dont know what will I react my phone drops when I cover my face using my hands this cant be happening.. I grab my phone and tak to Auntie Again
"Aunt is this some kind of joke? were just talking an hour ago" i said while crying
"Im sorry Tri she didnt make it" then drop the call. I wasnt expecting this, we still have more to do one I got back... and that christmas is the worst christms I have encountered...I hope this is just a dream...A very bad dream
Time Had pass and Its february I was holding an boquet of lavander its her favorite my miri. I entered the place and walked up to her. I sat down saying
"how are you my love i wasnt expecting to come back this soon but I guess I really need to" I said while wiping my tears
"How are you there? Are you doing good? dont bring your clumsiness in there they might scold you" Im talking but no body answer I light up the candle and put the bouquet down I clean her tomb
"Im sorry if I was late" I bow my head...I tell her every thing that I encountered in states in that two months. after an hour I got up and bid my good bye, I walk away and turn to see her again... I guess were really not meant to be we said it will just the Christmas that were not spending together but I guess Im gonna celebrate it alone every year...That christmas is a totally nightmare and That Christmas is Our Last christmas.
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•Mryieee•
