well i just realized that i put my real name in the last chapter i wrote . yes my name is angelina but i call myself Sloane . just because well why not .
anywho my days seem to be becoming more of a drag with summer being long . next week ill be going out of the country . which i don't feel like telling my spouse . because , well honestly i don't have a valid reason not to tell him .
but all these days and nights seem to be becoming longer and longer . it's sucking the life out of me .
slowly , slowly tearing me down more and more as time goes by .
i think sometime this year will be the year that i do it . so i can have people stop worrying and it'll be one less thing for me to worry about because well - ill be dead .
maybe anyways .
