poems of a failed situationship

bitter

you know, maybe i should feel bitter.

maybe i should be mad at you for

treating me the way you did,

over and over again.

but i don't feel bitter.

you wanna know why i don't?

because i feel nothing towards you

anymore.

i realized that the last time i talked to

you.

i realized that i no longer get those

stupid butterflies from your half

hearted messages.

i realized that i no longer wait for the

message that you'll send 3 days late.

i realized that i finally regained my

self worth that had been clouded 

over by my feelings for you.

it's not that you no longer exist to me,

no i know you're still out there,

it's just that i no longer care for this.

i'm not the type of person to say,

"i know he treated me that way, but i

still care about him and hope he's

okay, i still love him yk?"

no, instead i'm the person that

doesn't care anymore.

i'm the person that no longer worries

about whether you're okay or not.

you're not mines to worry about.

you're not mines to care for,

let alone love.

why?

because i would never do those things

for someone who couldn't do half as

much for me.

so am i bitter?

nope.

just indifferent.