It's obvious I've been getting put to the test
Never gonna bow since I'm doing my best
Don't hate me cause I'm focused on myself
But degrade me cause I battle mental health
Sharpen my scythe, I'm about to harvest some gouhls
But don't get in my way when I'm reaching my goals
I'll curb stomp any devil that gets in my path
Hit me once and I'll have to unleash my wrath
Atelephobic but I have no problem fighting the mass
Blackhearted cause I'm always pushed to the back
Out of the spotlight and work behind scenes
I can tell something's off when I hear demonic screams
Death started trailing me when I found success
But now they're telling me I've become too obsessed
Saying that I've changed since I started venting out my problems
Now they're asking me to help with their own and solve 'em
It's funny how they come back when they need your advice
But if they want the truth that's gonna be a hefty price
I had to crawl out of the grave to take my throne back
Once I lock it down you know I'll be running laps
Had to kill demons clawing my way back to the surface
Couldn't put out the fire so I'm bringing the furnace
I'm already getting offers for what I write so the pain was worth it
But money doesn't mean a thing when you're constantly working
Losing parts of myself along the way to escape the pain
Bleeding on the path to a better life to make a name
So now when I cut 'em out of my life
I'm getting stabbed in the back with a knife
But the fruits of my work are turning ripe
Collecting seeds and sewing them at night
Guiding everyone who listens to the light
Cause it's a constant pain living a lie
