Max, he is the only one I have told that I have severe depression. You may be saying if you are depressed everyone can see it. That is not always true. Ever since high school started I have not talked to anyone but Max, My family, and my closest girl friend Mikala. So no one but them knows I can actually smile. Or I used to be able to smile. Max is the backbone and my cushion. He does not fully understand me but, he tries so damn hard. Like if the last thing help was capable of doing was trying to understand. I feel like Shit, I need help. He is the definition of hope and help for me. Believe it or not, I am one of lucky people who suffer of depression. Not every one has a Max. If I have no strength left. He lets me borrow his. And it is only a matter time till i build up a tolorance to his strength. In case you don't know once I have a tolerance to something it doesn't work anymore. I just want to be free. That's the thing about Max he wont let me fly away. I still don't know if that is a good thing yet.
