I can see you

The drink

,,and then she seriously told me that I already bought that 2 times!"
We were laughing
,,hey Tommy what school do you even go to?"
,,oh I'm finished with school actually
I'm 19"
,,oh I'm 16"
,,ah that's alright you seem more mature anyway"
,,thank you"
We were sitting in the corner of reds kitchen while I was drinking some iced tea
,,I'm gonna grab a drink. You want something?"
,,yeah some iced tea but pls without alcohol I don't drink"
,,Okk alright will be right back"
He stood up and went to the Lichtenstein island
He was cute
But rep confused me
Touching me was one of the things she's been doing over the last days and I could deny that I liked it
But I felt pathetic
Cause for her I am just some girl she can mess with but...shit I think I like her

,,here your ice tea"
He pressed the cup in my hand
I took a sip
,,that tastes like alcohol"
,,Noo it isn't your just confused cause you're tired"
I looked him in the eye while drinking
It tasted weird but I didn't know if I was just imagining it
,,you're so pretty"
He laid his hand on my thigh
,,tommy..."
,,hm? What's wrong?"
,,I don't feel so good..."

<Rep>
Fuck
I left lover standing alone in the bedroom
I just couldn't resist her
But I had to. I can't be seen with such a nerd
Bus she's pretty and funny and...fuck
I fell for her.

Still in denial I walked over to drink some shots in the table
I was very resistant to alcohol so it needed much to get me drunk
,,rep stop it's becoming to much!"
,,shut up 1989 you're not telling me when it's too much."
,,see I am your friend and I wanna stop you from doing something stupid!"
,,already happened"
,,what did you do?"
,,doesn't matter now shut up before I make you!"
She went silent all of a sudden
1989 has been my best friend for years
We've went to the same middle school and became in-inseparable
But she watched me become mean as my reputation went down
A guy from middle school started talking shit about me and telling lies
That's when everyone started hating me
I was homeschooled for one year bc of that
And when I came back I was bigger than ever
I got popular pretty fast

,,did you see that the lover freak is also here?"
,,yeah omg she's so annoying"
,,but she's actually really pretty..."
My blood started boiling as soon as 1989 said it
,,hm no
Probably a good one time fuck but she looks like a virgin."
,,no I mean she's gorgeous like her face and everything"
,,wtf are you even talking about!?"
,,sorry I-"
,,shut up bitch"

I walked away
I was jealous and I know that o shouldn't be
Bus she was right
Lover was gorgeous

I opened the door to the bedroom to calm down a bit
,,Wtf are you doing!!!?"

An:heyy
I wanted to tell you guys something but I forgot...anyways 😽