As soon as he finished fucking me until he fainted he left me there in the room, naked, and helpless.
I lay on my side, with my shoulders facing the open door.
After a while Derek came in.
Derek<<what's beauty? Didn't you like it? >> he asked me while he was on the doorstep, still naked and with a cigarette in his mouth.
I didn't answer, and I turned around again.
Derek<<don't be mad at me! Did you know you should pay me! >>
Alisia<<YES BUT I BELIEVED IN MONEY! >> I said in a trembling voice.
Derek<< how many stories! In the end you're just a bitch like the others! You fuck every day and I'm aware of it, so don't fuck up because you're not a virgin! >>
Alisia<<I DON'T FUCK EVERY DAY! AND EVEN IF IT WERE, I DIDN'T AUTHORIZED YOU TO
FUCK ME! >> I said standing up.Derek walked up to me and kissed my neck.
Derek<<I'm so I've always been a weak point of yours...>> he whispered to me.
Alisia<<yes ok! You know, but it's still me that I don't want ok?! >>
Derek<<oh Alisia, you're fucking in love>>
Alisia<<eh?! What the fuck are you saying! It's not that if I don't want to fuck with you it means I'm in love>>
Derek<<they all want to fuck me, why don't you? >>
Alisia<<it's not that I don't want to, but if you hurt me it's obvious that I don't want to! >>
Derek<<then you see what you want>> he licked my neck.
Alisia<<YES DEREK I ALWAYS LIKED YOU WHEN I WAS SMALLER, BUT NOW NOT
MORE! >>Derek<<I still like you>>>
Alisia<<no... no Derek, I don't like you, you don't care at all because I know you're a shitty person! >>
Derek<<I was 18 years old that you were
expecting! >>Alisia << and now you have 22 but if always a dickhead! >>
Derek<<just because when I was a kid I deluded you? >>
Alisia << yes ..... and then YOU WERE a little boy? Now what do you call yourself a man?! >>
Derek << "Listen, here between the two the little girl is you! >>
Alisia <<I'm talk about a jerk mentality>>
Derek<<mmh, in fact, you're very mature, you've had guys killed for a little boy on his head who doesn't even want you! >>
"Not even wants you" those words rumbled in my head.
Derek<<what's up? Did I hit a sore button? >>
Alisia<< YOU ARE ALWAYS THE USUAL ASSHOLE SEE!! >>I said starting to get dressed.
Derek <<I'm not an asshole, I'm a realist>>
Alisia<< do you know what's up? Fuck you Derek>>I said and then approached the door to leave.
Derek<< and come on! >>he said grabbing my arm.
Derek<<reak some more here! >>Alisia<<NO! >>
Derek<<you see that I'm not the one calling you only when I need you, you're the first, and that's why no one has ever really loved you, because you're a careless bitch, you only care about yourself and that's it, you're just bad, you don't think twice about hurting other people's feelings, ask two questions IF NO ONE LOVES YOU>>
Alisia<<FUCK OF DEREK! >> I screamed with all the strength I had in my body.
I walked to the exit of the house, and went to my house, but I took a taxi.
*Arrived home*
Maybe Derek is right, no one loves me.
But why do I care about that 'nobody'?
Maybe because that 'no one' is tom.
Well, if he doesn't love me, I'll make myself loved.
We'll see!I took the keys to my father's motorcycle, got on it and went to Tom's house.
I hid behind a bush, and started spying on it from the window.
Is he playing the guitar? What a good he is ..
He suddenly opened the bathroom door, and a naked girl came out, Tom threw his eyes to the sky biting his lip, laid down his guitar and approached her putting his hands on her hips.
Tom<<oh how much I love you>> he said kissing her.
At that moment I felt a strange feeling in my chest, something inside me was slowly tearing.
I left with my head down, got on the bike and run away.
When I get home, I throw myself on the bed.
And I stare at the ceiling.
What's wrong with me?
I kept wondering in the silence of the room.Keep going...
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My kind of man (ENGLISH)-Tomkaulitz-
ActionAlisia a girl of only 16 is forced to live in a world of the mafia, full of crimes and things that shouldn't exist at that age. Her father, Garcîa, Berlin's most feared mobster, finds himself in conflict with a rival gang. But in this ruthless situa...