Esmè knew how things were with Sam and she knew how it was a mess and she hated it. She knew that she just wanted for things to be okay and to work out and she knew how it wasn't so easy.
Esmè knew that she had made a mistake by sleeping with Sam again. She knew it shouldn't of happened. And she knew how she just wanted to forget it and move on. But she knew that it wasn't that easy.
Esmè knew how things were and she knew that he had hurt her in the past. She couldn't forgive him. She knew how she just wanted to move on with her life. But she knew that was easier said than done.
Esmè sat in bed and sighed as she looked to the texts and calls off of Sam and rolled her eyes. She knew that she wasn't in the mood to deal with it all.
She knew how she just wanted for everything to be okay. For it to work out in the end. But she knew that was easier said than done.
Esme sighed as she stood from the bed and started to get ready for work. She knew that she needed to put Sam Strachan in the back of her mind. She knew how that was easier said than done.
Esmè knew that she needed to focus on herself and her job. And she knew that Sam was the last thing that she wanted or needed on her mind.
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Esmè got to work and stood in the staffroom. She looked to see Lexie as she walked in and smiled. "Hey how are you dong?" Lexie asked.
Esmè smiled. "I'm okay I guess. I just wish your dad would leave me alone."
Lexie looked to her and smiled. "I get that. I do. I have told him to leave you alone. And how you're not interested. But he won't listen. All that he says is that it will be a matter of time. Whatever that means," she said.
W looked to her and rolled her eyes. "Oh please. As if I am going to go running to him. He's pathetic. I messed up and slept with him yeah. But I am not getting back with him. He hurt me and I deserve better," Esmè said.
Lexie smiled. "I know that you do. You're my best friend and he's my dad. But you deserve better than him," she said as Esmè looked to her and smiled.
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Esmè stood by the nurses station. She looked to see Sam as he walked over. She rolled her eyes at him. "You really can't get the message can you?" She asked.
"Go for a drink with me Esmè. We can talk about everything. Please," he said
Esmè looked to him and rolled her eyes. "No I will not go for a drink with you Sam. You have hurt and let me down. I messed up and slept with you. But that should of never happened. Just leave me alone," she said as she walked off.
Sam looked after her and sighed. He knew that he messed up. But would he ever win her back?
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Resisting His Passion •Casualty•
FanfictionEsmè Beauchamp is Connie's oldest daughter. When she was seventeen, she went to New York to visit her sister. While she was there, she had an affair with Grace's father. Sam Strachan. Sam ended their whirlwind romance and left Esmè heartbroken. Sh...